50 cent eminem 18+

save me from myself

( Marshall's pov ) 

Sit up the blankets falling of my body.

"Marshall" 

"Curtis" I said getting out of bed. 

I walk out of my room. 

" Curtis were are you?" 

"Marshall" 

I walk down the stairs careful not to fall in the darkness of the house.

I get dawn to the hallway. 

But I can't see him. 

" Curtis baby are you hear? Talk to me where are you" 

With no reply I walk in to the kitchen. 

The door to the kitchen slams shut. 

"Curtis this isn't funny" 

"It not. is it"

shit that voice I know it so well. 

I turn around. 

And there she is my mother. 

Standing right in front of me. 

I can't breath I can't move all I can do is look up at here. 

" Marshall " 

Shit she can't be real. 

She pouches me to the ground. 

And grabs one of the kitchen knives. 

Shit this is not real wack up. 

She pouts here hand over my lips.

Posing the knife in to my chest. 

Aaaaaa it hurt. 

She pains me down as I try and get away from here. 

"LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE DON'T HURT ME PLEASE" I scream trying to get away. 

" SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE" 

" NO ONE IS GOING TO HELP YOU NOW" 

She pouches the knife in to my chest and I scream it hurt so much why is she doing this to me. 

" MARSHALL" 

Proof help me places I mentally beg.

( Proof pov )

I was a sleep when I hear Marshall scream. 

I jump out of bed " Marshall" 

I call for him"MARSHALL WHERE ARE YOU" 

I call trying to find him. 

I here him scream from dawn stairs I run missing steps. 

The kitchen light is on I run in to the kitchen. 

Too find him laying on the floor. Scream at he drags the kitchen knife across he's chest. 

" Please stop" he screams tiers run dawn he faces. 

I grab he's hand. 

Stopping him from hurting himself. 

" Marshall give me the knife." 

" Proof help me" 

" I am just give me the knife." 

I pull it out of he's hand and throw it across the kitchen. 

He opens he's eyes tiers roll dawn he's face. 

" it ok it ok I got you" I say as he clings to me sobbing uncontrollably. 

" sssssh your safe now I got you. Your safe" I say trying to cram him. 

He just keeps sobbing. 

I need to look at what he has do to himself. 

" Marshall..Marshall I need to look at your chest ok" I tried to pull him away from me but he was holding  on to me for live. 

" Marshall I understand you scared but I need to see if your all right I am not going to leave your sid I promise.

You trust me right?" 

He slowly let go of me. 

" you promise" he sobbed. 

" I promise." 

He let go of me and I can finely look at he chest. 

blood ran dawn he's chest out of deep cuts. 

I don't know if I need to call a doctor of not. 

"Proof please don't level me alone I I'm sorry" 

" I won't I need you to come to the bathroom whit me so I can get you cleaned up ok I'm not going to leave your sid" 

I stand up. 

" your leaving please don't level please I'm sorry I I d don't want to be by myself I " he screams

" shhhhh I'm not going to leave you.. hear stand up. " 

I held my hand out for him to take. 

He slowly stand up. 

He's legs wobbled and he fell. 

He begins sobbing again. 

I gently pick him up. 

" it ok it ok I'm going to help you ok" 

I carry him in to the bathroom. 

Gently sitting him on top of the toilet seat. 

I open the cabinet and find new bandages. 

I pip up the wash cloth and wipe the blood of he's chest. 

" did you know that you were doing this to yourself?" 

He shock he's head. 

" I I... it was her she was there she..." he go in to uncontrollably sobbing again. 

I managed to cram him dawn and bandage him up. 

I cared him back up stares. 

It was 4:55 and I was exhorted. 

I sit white my back to the headboard of the bed Marshall on my lap trying to get him back to sleep. I rub he's back he's face in the cork of my neck. 

The blanket over both are body's. 

I try to stay a wack till Marshall falls asleep but I end up falling asleep first.

( Hi people new chapter for you enjoy.😘)