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trying to clean up

(Proof's pov )

I didn't explain to Dre what happened. 

I just told him I need he's help and to come as quickly as possible.

30 minutes later dre comes through the door. 

" what's going on what...." he stops talking seeing Marshall on my lap sobbing. 

" what happened Marshall are you all right." Dre asked rushing to the sofa that me and Marshall sat on.

"I just need you to stay with him why I clean the kitchen." I say standing up Marshall still cleanings to me like a small child. 

To be honest he could pass as a teenager he short enough and far to skinny. 

" clean the kitchen. man" 

"Look dre Marshall had.... a haw would I pout it" 

" pout what what happened" 

"Marshall do you want to explain to Dre what happened" 

I asked him polling him away from me so Dre can see he's face. 

Marshall begins telling dre what happened sobbing so much it was hard to make out what he was saying near the end. 

Dre looked at me worried. 

I know what he was think. 

He thinks Marshall mite have schizophrenia. 

" I'm sorry Marshall" dre said

"It not your fault.... do you think I'm crazy is this why Curtis left me is this why kim hated me and and my" 

He rambled tiers still ran dawn he's face.

" of course not. you just need help that all and Curtis has not left you I promise. You got to learn to trust him." Dre said. 

" your not going to take me to that guy again. Are you. Or to some mental hospital are you" 

" of course not were going to find some that can help ok" Dre said holding he's arms out so Marshall can sit white him and I can clean the kitchen. He slowly go's to Dre. but constantly looking back at me for approval. 

I go in to the kitchen to get scrubbing as soon as I know Marshall ok being white dre. 

( Marshall pov) 

My head hurts my eyes burn and my chest is killing me. 

The cute on my arms hurt bad enough but the cuts on my chest is a 1000% wears. 

I not understand what's going. 

Where did proof go. 

"Dre where did proof go?" 

"He's just gone to the kitchen he will be back soon" 

" he left me no no he said he'd stay with me."

"He is just in the kitchen ok making breakfast ok" 

"Ok" I say looking at the floor. 

"Dre do y" * ring* the phone scars me and I all most fall of Dre's lap. 

"It ok it just the phone" dre said 

Proof walks around the corner white the phone.

"Marshall it Curtis he what's too talk to you." 

I stand up still holding on to dre. 

I really don't want to be alone. 

He stands up as well. 

He takes my hand as I take the phone from proof. 

"I'll be in the next room ok." Dre send letting go of my hand. 

I let him walk a way enough I don't want to be alone. 

I pout the phone to my ear trying to sound as normal as possible.

( m ) "um hi um....."

( c ) "hay beautiful haw are you. "

(M) I wipe a way the silent tears trying hard not to sob. What he going to think if he find out what happened.

"I'm I'm.... haw are you doing?"

( c ) " hay. Marshall is everything alright?" He asked worried.

( m ) " um I'm f f " I can't help it. I begin sobbing uncontrollably. I'm so afraid he'll leave me. So afraid he'll think in crazy.

( c ) " baby what's wrong. Baby talk to me I'm hear." 

( m ) " I I can't your think I'm crazy." 

( c ) "baby I all really know your crazy" he laughs trying to lighten the mood. But it just makes me sob more.

( c ) Marshall I'm sorry please take to me... or I swear to god I will make proof drive you to jamaica" 

( m ) " you can't drive all the way to 

jamaica" I sob. 

( c )" he'll find a way..... now please tell me what's going on.... I hate that your upset and I can hold you" 

( m ) " you won't be saying that when you ffind out what happened" 

( c ) " baby what happened. You can trust me. No matter what happened I've got your back." 

( m ) I sobbed sinking to the floor. 

( c ) " baby baby listen to me. 

I am not going to judge you. Baby I need you to trust me." 

( m ) " I I got to go" I sod

( c ) " Marshall don't you pout down that phone."

I pull the phone away from my ear and hanging up. 

I hate myself so much I love him but I just can't seem to bring my self to trust him. 

I'm so afraid to loose him. 

The phone rings and I just ignore it.

Why do I have to fill like this. 

Curtis and my friends are the only reason I'm alive. 

But bizarre hates me Dre and proof think I'm crazy and I might of just lost Curtis. 

Is there any point in living.

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