trying to heal

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( Marshall pov)
I see Curtis loving face come in to view. Thro one eye the over one I can't move.
Where am I why does every thing hurt.
I scared where am I?

"Babe o God I've missed you" he says kissing my forehead.
Why did that hurt so much.
" I miss you so much..... " I manage to whispers. My voice still very row.
" o God I missed you babe" Curtis said stroking the top of my head o shot it hurt .it hurts so much. why dose every thing hurt?
" haw about me" proof asks.
" I missed you to so much I missed all of you... w-wear are the over guys? " I ask looking at plan room with my eyes I can't move my head it hurts to much.
" I'll go phone them let them know your a wack. " proof said
Leaving the room.
" I'm sorry we really need to tack a better look at mr Mathers current state naw that he's a wack... You can stay in the room if you want. " said a strange lady I've never seen before.
I don't like her why is she looking at me like that that.
Curtis letting go of my hand. And walk a way from me.
"Curtis where are you going don't leave me Curtis no. Wear am I HOW ARE YOU. DON'T .NO" I say begging to panic.
Why is he leaving me.
The woman grabs my shoulder.
I hurts it hurt so much. She trying to kill me.
It hurt.
I screams I can't breath. What is she trying to do to me.
I try to get a way from her.
I scream louder hoping proof or Curtis will save me.
I fall on to the flour all of a sudden there hands all over my body it hurts so much I screams for Curtis.
But he can't hear him.
I fill something sharp go in to my arm it hurt. it hurts so much.
I screams as loud as I can it it hurt so much.
My vision go's and I can't hear anything.
All I'm left whit is the pain.
And the pain of my parts.

I open my sour eyes.
I try to Looking around. but my vision is blurry. I can't make out. What is happening. Or were I am.
I try to call out to. But I can only mack a small squeaking sound.
I can't sit up why can't I move.
I close my eyes hope it will all just go away. The flashing images of being locked in a cage the beatings. The rape the fear and that horrible burning sensation on my legs. The smell of my owe flesh cooking.
I wish I could just wack up in Curtis arm's and this would of all just been a horrible nightmare.

I open my eyes tiers fall down my face and I can't even wipe them a way.
I see a blurred of people coming closer towards me.
I fill lick I can't breath until I hear he's voice.
" it all right babe. your going to be alright. We going to get thro this" I can fill he's large hand in mine.
" Curtis" I barely whisper.
" it's ok baby I got you" Curtis said wiping my tiers away gently.
I wish he could lay next to me and wrap me in he protective arms.
I close my eyes they hurt to much to keep open.
Even thing hurt so much I fill my self slipping a way slowly.
I open my eyes again and I can see a little better I can make out Curtis face. And dre's how sits the over sid of me.
" we all here for you Marshall..... You just stay whit us ok"
dre said tacking my over hand.
" but I'm so tired.... I-I just want to sleep " I whisper.
" I know your tired babe. I know. But you can't leave us. You can leave me.... I kneed you..... Please don't leave me" Curtis said kissing my forehead.
" I-I am not l-leaving anyone. " I say trying to stay a wack.
But I can't help my eyelid from falling.
But before I do I whisper " I love you so much Curtis "
And then ever thing go's back.
And I'm just left whit the pain again.

( Hi everybody I know this chapter is kind of sort.
But the next chapter will definitely be longer. 😊
Hope you enjoy.
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Thanks for reading. 😉

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