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(Curtis pov)

Today is a big day.
I finally found Marshall a therapist.
She is come to are house instead of us going to some hospital or something.
Her name is doctor May. And she specialises in tremor and ptsd.
She sound like just what we need.
She has helped thousand of people. Many of them had bad experience whit over therapist.

I lay in bed awake.
Just laying there.
I'm surprised I can even keep my eyes open.
It four in the morning. And I just managed to get Marshall to cram down so he can take he's sleeping meds.
He was so nurtures and scared about tomorrow. That just later on to day naw.

I look at he's sleeping face thro the darkness.
He's snuggled down in my arms he's lips are slightly partied.
He looks so cute.
I lean down and gently kiss the top of he's forehead.
Haw have I fallen for someone so hard.
Haw have I fallen so deeply in love with someone.
Haw have I given my hole life to someone.
Haw.
But as I think of all these questions all I can think is there is no one I'd rather give all of my self too.
He is my everything.
And I would do anything for him.
I kiss the top of he's head again and pull him closer to me before slowly falling asleep.

I wack up only a tho hour later.
I roll over keeping my eyes closed. I reach my hand out to try and find Marshall.
I find he's hip. And pull myself behind him. I wrap my arms around he's waist and hold him tightly. I kiss the back of he's neck. My morning hard on just under he's ass.
I keep my eyes closed as I rock up against him.
For some reason I'm really horny this morning.
Marshall starts panting.
" You a wack baby" I growl in he's ear.
He nods and Gasps sharply as I bite he's necks and push my hips up against him.
He's body shacks against mine. And he sniffs as I grind against him holding he's hips title.
Wait is he crying.
I stop moving again him.
" baby " I paint.
He is crying.
I turn him over so he's looking at me.
He eyes are close. But tiers slip under he's long gorges lashes.
"Baby what the matter why are you crying" I ask running my hand thro he's hair.
" I I'm sorry" he cry.
" Baby i . .... I don't understand... Are you ok did I hurt you? "
I ask terrified that I might of hurt him.
" No i ....... I just ...... I haven't been...... He.... " he cried unable to get he's words out.
But I understand.
Haw code I have been so stupid.
Haw code I forget what dev did to him.
" I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to" I start.
" No dot j j just" he cry.
I pull him closer to me. He cyrs in to my chest.
What have I done.
Haw code I have done this to him
I stroke he back.
Man I fill like a piece of shit.
Haw code I have done that to him.
" I love you" I say kissing the top of he's shaking head. I
" I I l l love you too" he sobs in to my chest.
Haw code I have forgotten.
I guess I just want to forget all the bad shit.
So it wouldn't hurt so much to know what happens to him.

( Hi everybody hope you enjoyed this chapter.😄)