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I don't know haw to help him

( Curtis pov) 

I'm so conflicted I want the best for Marshall. I want him to be back to normal I want him to fill safe I want him to understand want is going on I want him to be sane. 
But I don't know haw to do that for him. 
I don't just want to send him to some hospital so they can poke and prod at him. 
I don't want him to think I sending him there because I don't love him.
I love him more then life it's self and that's the problem.
I absolutely could not live with myself if I send him to a hospital and something happened to him. 
But then I not think I know haw to help him at home I'm not qualifed for any of this. I don't know haw to help someone how has gone thor a tragic avant. 

I kiss he's forehead as he sleeps in my arms. 
Again another sleepless night. 
He's nightmare are getting worse. 

But again I don't know what to do for him. 

My poor baby. 
What am I sirpost to do for him?