50 cent eminem 18+

on my way home /ghost from the parts

( ok so before you read this chapter you might not what to read the flash back.
It could be upsetting to some readers.
You have been warned.)

( Curtis pov )

I just told nan I'm leaving I know she understands. 

As I'm about to leave the hospital the nurse who should me the phone. 

Grabbed my arm. " if you are going I'd like to give you this" she hands me  her number on a piece of paper. 

" call me anytime." She said blowing me a kiss  she walked a way. 

I crumple it up and south it in my pocket. 

When I finally got on to plane I polled out the crumpled up bit of paper. 

It had her number on it and a  pink lipstick kiss at the bottom. 

I wonder if she's happy. 

I wonder if being in a relationship with her isn't as painful as been in a relationship with Marshall. 

But there was no buzz about her. 

Marshall has a buzz. the kind that give you butterflies When he look at you.

And he smiles as rear as they are there enough to drive me crazy. 

When Marshall gave me he's number I was so happy. I memorized it so I could call him anytime. 

I didn't what to memorize this girl's number. 

I love Marshall but I don't want to keep seeing him like this. 

It hurts. 

Because I don't know haw to take away he's pain. 

I look out the window at the dark night sky.

I hope he's ok I didn't even ask dre if he was in hospital I was to upset that he blamed me for this. 

Dost he understands I thought nan was going to die when I got that call. 

I had to leave. 

Marshall baby why can't I mack you happy.

Why can't I be the one you rely on.

Why can't you let me in.

Why don't you trust me.

Why why are you in so much pain.

What did your mum do to you.

To make living so painful. 

( Proof pov ) 

I hold Marshall trembling body close to me.

He never close he's eyes. 

I run my hand throw he's short hair. 

" it ok Marshall sleep. I am not going to leave your sid. I'll be hear when you wack up. I'll keep an eye on you. No one is going to hurt you I promise" 

"No I don't want to.. I can't" 

"It ok I am not going to let everyone hurt you... you trust me right" 

" I I you promise" he asked tiers rolling dawn he's face. 

" I promise. Get some rest ok" 

He close he's he's eyes and pouches he's face in to my chest. 

I rub he's back. As he slowly  very slowly falls asleep. 

( flash back: proof's pov) ⚠