If You Only Knew... [completed]

thirty six

 hey, 

 There we were this morning; I left your house, we saw the doctor and he said that you were healed so you didn't need me anymore. He also said that I should come for time to time to check..

  I'm happy for you, I really am, I am so relieved, I was afraid that it was worse than it seemed, but seems like there was more fear than harm! 

  I feel relieved but I also feel empty cause you complete me and, now, that I'm far from you again, I feel empty. I was used to this feeling few months ago, you know, the years when I never saw you again... I remember that I hated it, I wanted to see you I was constently thinking of how you could be when you grow up. I remember that when I saw you, it was better than all my expectetions.

  You know, I think that after these two weeks by your side, I can't accept that you'd be with someone else, I think that this would definitely kill me, I'm sure that I wouldn't stand it, I simply can't handle such a think. You are the part of that I don't want to share with any other girl, you're in my heart, on my mind and you are underneath my skin. I already said it, but I'll say it again, I truly, deeply madly love you!

 Lia