The Real Me

Hell on its finest

"A 15 year old virgin." That's the book I was reading that I found lying under my bed. This is what boredom does to you. If this wasn't funny enough, I'm actually a 15 year old virgin. Yeah laugh all you want, my day will come too.

Anyways, so the point is, my crush is an asshole. As they say, "the cheapest shit attracts the most attention". So I wanna skip school but I can't. Why you ask? Lemme enlighten you.

I was having the best sleep of my life when my alarm started shouting. Yes, shouting. I felt like my eardrums were gonna bleed. Then I saw a text from my crush saying, "Get scammed bitch" with a wink. I didn't know what he meant. So I called Dee my bestie and she told me the whole story. You know that moment when you wake up late, your mom took your favourite oversized hoodie to wash and your phone had only 10% battery accompanying with your most hated breakfast? That's exactly how I was feeling.

So I wanted to skip school but, "Mom!! Sin just woke up, set her breakfast! She has an assignment due today!"  

The devil yelled, destroying my ear drums plus my skipping plan.

"Oh shi-" Yeah, that's me when I realise that I'm fucked. She must have heard me cussing at my crush.

  And there we go again, with my little sister, Emma, destroying my last hope. Now, since I can't skip school, I have no other choice but to get ready and go to hell.

I get ready, finish my breakfast and reach school after a 15 minute walk. And the first person I see after entering my class is, Ben aka my annoying crush, who gave me a smirk. I just ignored him and sat on my seat.
                        
Even though, I acted like I didn't care. I could still feel the whispers and suspicious glares from others. Thanks to the rumours that Ben created, my whole idea of being an invisible high schooler is gone!

I was just about to stand up from my seat when three girls blocked me. "Hey, where are you going? Can we talk to you for a few minutes?" And I knew it won't be a good one. I did wanted to say no but with everyone's eyes on me, I couldn't say it.

One of the girls pushed me against a wall at the backside of the school building. "Ouch, what the fuck are you doing!?" I yelled in pain.

"Oh...looks like the little bitch got hurt. How could you even think of hacking Ben's Instagram account to sent dick pics to other girls!?"

"Wait, first of all, I didn't do it. Second, he has no proof. Third, you're mad cause you weren't a part of those girls. Also, I know that all three of you are Ben's fangirls and you'll support him without caring about the truth, so you can just get your nose out of something that's none of your fucking business."

"Look at this bitch, your mouth runs faster than your brain." the makeup hazards answered.

"At least I have a brain."

"You little bitch!" One of them grabbed my collar and slammed me again. "Who do you think you are?"

"Your next crush."

"Excuse me!?"

"I know you like me. Don't play dumb Sara."

"H-How do you know my online username-"

"If you stop hitting me, it'll be a secret otherwise you know what I can do." She let go of me and stepped back. Her two other friends were clueless.

"Why did you let her go?"

"We're good friends. I know you two forced her to be a bully with you. She doesn't even care about Ben, she's a lesbian."

"WHAT!?"

"Yes."

"I didn't know you were one of those types. We aren't your friends anymore. Goodbye!"

And they left just like that. I looked at Sara who was about to cry. "Hey don't cry for them. They literally left you after finding out your sexuality."

"Why did you do that? They were the only people I got along with." She sobbed.

"Hey, you know you deserve better people than them. I'm sure there are people who would love to be your friend like me."

"But you found out that I'm lesbian."

"C'mon, you know how I am, I don't care about that at all. But I must say your stalking skills on social media are crazy. How did you even find my account?"
"You once sent your username on story when you had less followers on your streaming account."

"Damn okay."

"And you're right, fuck those two, I deserve better. Thanks for today!"

"No problem, glad to help."

She went to class and I went to the rooftop to skip it.

So she was this girl with an online username Sara who once dm me saying she wanted to be friends. Then we started talking everyday and I found her pretty chill. One day, my another follower on my streaming account said that Sara was from my school. I couldn't believe her so I didn't exactly hack her account but it's kinda similar to that. Anyways, she likes me but I don't wanna talk about it.