Don't want to live without you

Dealing with the past

Bayley just hated herself at the moment. How could she say that to Sasha and why did she give into her mom for. That really was the only photo she had of him. I'm never going to be able to make this up to Sasha and the full moon is three weeks away. How I'm I supposed to help her shift if I'm weak? Bayley was letting her temper get the better of her and she could feel her body wanting to shift. Sasha walked in an could see Bayley losing control. Bayley started to shaking even harder that she didn't even notice Sasha walk up to her. "Bayley I locked the door, go ahead and shift." Sasha whispered to Bayley.

Bayley looked up at Sasha and shook her head no. "Love please, your shaking to bad and I don't want to see you like this. It's breaking my heart that you are in this much pain. I wish I could shift with you!" Sasha tells Bayley while kissing her forehead. Bayley finally gave in and shifted but never moved
from Sasha. Sasha just ran her hands through Bayley fur. Sasha was hoping this would help Bayley clear her mind.

Sasha was trying to think who she could ask about the different stages of being reborn. Sasha eyes fell on the puzzle box and reached for it. Sasha decided that Bayley won't lose anything else from her past. Sasha looked at the box and started examining it. The markings on the box was just like Bayley marking. Sasha wonder what this box was holding inside. Sasha noticed writing on the "dos corazones son más fuertes que uno."

"Bayley look at the writing on the puzzle box. It's in Spanish but it means"two hearts are stronger than one." Sasha tells Bayley. "Does that mean both of us have to open the box?" Bayley asked. Sasha looked at and asked,"do you feel better my love?" Sasha leaned in and kissed Bayley on the lips. "I do feel better but I still feel like I'm weak. I should have told my mom no. I'm sorry for what I said earlier and for being weak." Bayley tells Sasha. "Love you are not weak and your mom shouldn't have asked for the painting or the staff." Sasha told Bayley.

"Bayley could you tell me what it was like for you growing up? Charlotte told me that kids picked on you and I feel like Rick never really treated you well." Sasha asked. "Well Charlotte wasn't lying, kids would pick on me because I kept to myself. I was beaten up until one day Charlotte and Michael came up on the bully and her friends. Charlotte beat the crap out of bullies and warned everyone to stay away from me. Rick was mad Charlotte got into a fight about me and I got punished for not sticking up for myself.

Rick would make me sit in the corner until my mom came home. One day I got beat up because I refused to do the bully's homework. I had enough and loss my temper and beat the bully up. My mom came and got me and told me I had to be careful because the full moon was coming soon. When I got home I went right to the corner of my room. My mom asked "me why I was sitting in the corner." I couldn't teller that Rick made me sit there until she came home. Michael told her that Rick made me sit there for not sticking up for myself. My mom was so mad that she threaten to leave him.

Rick told her I was lying and he never made me sit there. Rick was taken back when Charlotte and Michael told him "that they were the ones that told mom about what was happening." Since that day Rick only talked to me when my mom was around. So, life got lonely for me. No one at school would talk to me after I beat up the bully. Charlotte was in the same grade so she kept me close by. Even after graduation College was just another prison for me." Bayley told Sasha.

Sasha heart was breaking and couldn't believe anyone wanted to be mean to Bayley. "I got into 10 different colleges but my mom wanted me to stay close due to the full moon. So, I gave in and decided to stay close to home. But I wasn't allowed to live on my own." Bayley told Sasha. "When did the accident happen?" Sasha asked. "The accident happen after I graduated college. My mom was happy I was able to finish early and took a job close to home. My mom was worried about the full moon and me missing work.

But I figured if I planned each month out I could make it work. Than the accident happen and you know the rest of story." Bayley finished. Sasha just looked at Bayley and couldn't believe how her mom really has been controlling Bayley life. "Bayley, you never said where you moved to when you left." Sasha said. "I moved to Texas for 4 months before they found me. Since I could shift on my own I never had to leave the apartment." Bayley said.

"Where you planning to move again? That's why you never put furniture in the apartment?" Sasha asked. Bayley thought for a minute, " that was part of the reason. I wasn't sure if I wanted to stay to long and I felt I didn't deserve to have furniture because I left. Plus, I never used my credit card because that was one way someone could track me down." Bayley told Sasha. "You were never attracted to anyone?" Sasha asked not really wanting to know the answer. "No because I never really looked and no one caught my eye until I saw you in the airport. Plus, I couldn't afford for anyone to find out what I was specially with Rick running for Government offices it would cause so many problems. I was secret that Rick didn't want people to know and than my mom would be looked at differently." Bayley told Sasha.

Sasha just felt like she needed to show Bayley that she not alone. Sasha brought Bayley into a kiss and went to set the puzzle box down. Bayley went to take the puzzle box from Sasha hand, when the box clicked and started to open.