And I love him ☆McLennon☆

Chapter 45 👉🏼👈🏼

Paul's P.O.V

11:23 p.m
2:56 a.m
5:18 a.m

I can't sleep. I have John in mind... I love him more and more. His laugh, his smile, everything actually.

Thinking about this made me smile, but that smile quickly faded away.

I have to tell dad now. About John and I. Before he goes to work.

So, I quickly got a shower and brushed my teeth. I put a casual outfit on and ran downstairs. He had just woken up apparently. He looked disheveled.

"Hm, good morning dad."

"Oh, good morning! You woke up very early today!" Dad was smiling at me.

"Uh, yeah. That's because I need to talk to you."

"Okay, but first, do you want a coffee? A tea? Cereals ?"

"No, I'm not hungry."

"Ah? Okay."

I started trembling. My legs were becoming so weak, I thought I was going to pass out from fear so I sat down.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, don't worry! Can we talk now ?"

"Sure."

I was shifting uncontrollably. I could feel sweat running down my cheeks. Oh god.

"Okay. What do you want to tell me ? I've gotta go to work soon Paul."

"It's about... me and... John."

"Oh please, don't start talking about him."

"Please, listen. It won't be long."

"What ?"

"Dad. I love him."

"Excuse me ?"

"I love John dad. Not in a friendly way. I love him! We're boyfriends!"

Dad's cup of coffee fell on the ground. He stayed silent for a few seconds.

"Dad, let me clean th-"

"No. Don't."

"Dad, wh-"

"Pack your bag. I don't wanna see you here."

"What ? No! I'm staying here!!! You can't do this to me! Dad! Daaad!

He closed the door and went to his car. I decided to see him anyway.

"Dad, stop acting like a child! We need to talk, okay?"

He didn't say anything. And went to work.

I stayed in front of the house, in silence.

"Holy shit!!"

I realized something. Dad usually never takes this road to go to work. He took the road where John lives.

My dad is scaring me more and more.

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