┌────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──────┐
CHAPTER 80
└────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──────┘
≻───── ⋆✩⋆ ─────≺
"Steve you've gone insane!" I say throwing my hands up in the air.
"We can save the people we lost" he says defensively.
"Yeah and potentially lose what we've had" I say referring to our children.
"Our kids don't even know what a bird is! A deer, an otter" Steve says going on with points.
"I never saw a dinosaur, I'm doing mediocre" I snap. Steve narrows his eyes on me.
"Are we going to have this argument again?" Steve says tiredly.
"Yes!" I say flinging my arms around. "I'm not putting my family on the line!"
"It's for the world. People lost their life" Steve says calmly.
"You guys are my world! I can't give up that. I won't do it" I say pointing a finger at him. It looks like I'm giving him a lecture.
"Why can't you be supportive? Is it that difficult" he asks.
"Yes, if our kids are going to be put in danger" I say angrily.
"Their not going to fight. We are" he says clarifying.
"Not in danger? Not in danger" I mutter to my myself pacing angrily. This man does not think!
"What if we die? Thanos, killed half of the universe. I was in a spaceship for 3 months, with the only thought that I wasn't going to make it back" I say getting louder and louder.
"This life, what I have, I can't risk it" I say sighing. "If I fight this battle again, I'm going to lose. I grew up without my parents." I say tearing up.
"I saw my mom go out the door one day and she never came back" I say angrily poking at his chest. Tears brimming my eyes. "I saw my father die slowly and painfully from what I thought cancer"
"And then he died infront of me" I say letting the flood gates open. "I swore my children would never feel that way"
"If you can't understand that" I say laughing bitterly. "I can't believe you"
"Mama" I hear a quite voice behind us. I look at Sarah looking at us with tears brimming her big brown eyes.
"Why are you crying?" James asks coming from behind. He walks up to me wrapping his arm around my feet.
"Im very tired and I need to sleep" I say softly. I kneel down patting his little hair. Sarah comes from behind and hugs me tightly. James joins her shortly afterwards.
I feel large arms take the three of us and I look up to Steve's teary face. "I love you" he mouths.
I mouth it back with a strangled smile. "I'd do anything for you" he says looking down at our kids.
"Mama please don't cry. If you cry I'll punch papa" James says snuggling to me.
"Why me?" Steve asks confused.
"You made mama cry" James says kissing my cheek. "Mama can only cry when happy things happen"
"She doesn't look happy" Sarah says softly. Her little hand on my cheek I take her hand kissing it softly.
"We're going to get ice cream tomorrow but you two need to get to bed" I say we're still at the compound.
"Is papa coming too?" Asks James.
"I don't really know. But we'll leave tomorrow, home" I clarify at the ends.
"Okay good night mama" James says kissing my cheek and skipping away.
"Goodnight" Sarah says walking off but before kiss her little curls.
I go to the bed without another word. I go under the blanket and face the wall. The bed dips and Steve wraps his arms around me. "Good night, angel"
"Goodnight" I say softly closing my eyes. I feel a peck on my cheek and Steve adjust himself before I hear a load snore erupt.
It doesn't faze me anymore, after years of cuddling and sleeping together. The babies crying and laughing at 5 am. I've grown immune to loud noises.
Something isn't convincing me. Steve doesn't exactly like people telling him no. I have sufficient evidence to support that theory.
Only tony, pepper maybe Bruce knows about the watch. I have it with me, at the house. A loose board on the roof.
The best option is to play it off as oblivious as possible. It would keep Sarah and James safe.
If I don't help them build the machine to go face thanos, I'll save my family. That's the most valuable item I own.
I turn around and face Steve. His mouth is slightly open and he's snoring. I can feel his snore emit a warm breath on my face.
I let out a sigh and Steve instinctively cuddles into me further. I'm lucky to have him. Never in our relationship has he ever compared me to his last love.
He spoke of Peggy Carter a couple times. she shot the shield because she was pissed Steve kissed someone. Honestly, I would've just shot the chick.
Steve is my man end of discussion. My eyes begin to get droopy sleep finally engulfs me like a weighted blanket.
≻───── ⋆✩⋆ ─────≺
YOU ARE READING
MY FAVORITE ASSIGNMENT✔️ || s.r
Fanfiction"Let's blow the dick out" I say his eyes widen again. "I'm not comfortable" he says thinking I'm going to do something. I light the candle on his cake that's shaped like a penis. He laughs at the cake. "Juicy" he says. It's just the two of us up...
