It's always been you
Since the day we met
I knew I would fall in love
No matter my say in it
Each and every day
Has made me grateful
To have you
Even if it's only in heart
As much as I love you
As happy as we are
I can't help but wonder
If we'll be torn apart
We both know how to fight
For and against what we love
Sometimes, I question
Did we say too much
Have our words hurt each other
In an unforgivable way
Are we keeping quiet
Because we are both afraid
I get confused a lot
Due to the distance
Our arguments run cold
We can't just hug it out
Somehow and someway
We have to use our words
The same ones that burned
To make it all go away
Trust me, darling
I love you with my whole heart
Yet, once in a while
Your words slice my heart
I just want to be enough
For you and for us
But that is hard to do
When fights erupt
I'll try to forget this time
Like every other
You say let's talk later
Then won't be bothered
You've had a long day
You're tired and hungry
But so have I, love
I'm just as muddy
Eventually I'll choose
To speak or stay silent
I can't keep holding my emotions
My thoughts will turn violent
Not physically, not at all
I'm talking of hatred
Towards myself of course
I could never hate you
Maybe I'll find something to blame
Perhaps the distance
It really does change us
It makes fights reckless
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Frozen Feelings
PoetryThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself
