I put my headphones in my ear
Open the window just a bit
I take a huge inhale
Glass on my lipsI'm not shuffling around
Passing it through hands
It's just me lighting the fire
Hit after hit after hitI've been alone before
But never to this extent
Getting high by yourself
It leaves an imprintMy lungs are burning
My hands stop shaking
Though I'm not here anymore
I'm finally at peaceThe green swallows my thoughts
It lets me watch myself
Through a lens
From a distanceI lay there silently
My mind isn't racing
I'm just able to be
EmotionlessI know it can't last forever
That I need to process
But I like nights like these
Where I'm allowed to sleep
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Frozen Feelings
PoetryThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself