My hands clutch the leather
The sides vibrate
As my foot presses the pedal
I am forced to leave you
The first time was easy
My lips curled upwards
I was coming to see you
My heart was so happy
I embraced you
Lived with you
Your presence
Stayed with me
As I sat on your bed
My head in my hands
You packed my car
Our final task
We left some time
To say goodbye
Laying together
Your arms around mine
Then, at 3:00
I couldn't hold back
The moments I loved
Were put on hold
As I stood in your driveway
Car door open
Engine on
I felt helpless
We hugged and kissed
I made you giggle
My heart broke
I wouldn't hear that for a while
When you closed my door
Our playlist turned up
As I drive by your house
My tears burst
The pain in my heart
As I drove away
Took my breath
All I wanted was to stay
The route on the screen
Supposedly the way home
My real home
Is in your arms
As I leave your state
I blare the music
Drowning out the sound
Of my own heartbreak
I know I'll see you again
You're still mine
I just can't handle it
Our battle with time
After one hour
The tears suddenly stop
My heart is so broken
Emotions are blocked
Though I usually feel pain
Maybe cry for days
My body goes numb
I feel nothing
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Frozen Feelings
PoetryThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself
