Lub dub, lub dub
Lub dub, lub dub
The sound of my heartbeat
The only way I know I'm still alive
The lines from the blinds
Painted across my legs
I need to pull it together
But I'm broken inside
I stare at the blinds
My mind completely blank
There are tears in my eyes
Nothing new for today
The apartment is empty
My vision is blue
No matter what you did
I can't help but think of you
I'll never forget
The way you asked me
We're just gonna throw it all away?
Not us. Not we. But yes, you.
I think of how far we came
The innocent kids we started as
We both grew so much
At least I thought we did
You'll never know how I felt
When I caught you in your lie
I couldn't believe you did that
So I stood there and denied
I scrolled up to the top
Afraid to find the answer
As I read top to bottom
I shattered
After sitting in my car
Contemplating life
I knew I had to confront you
That very night
I can't process the rest
It repeats in my mind
Over and over and over again
It hurts more each time
I gave you everything
I tore down my walls
My heart in your hands
As you curled them to a ball
With all of my love
Cutting through your fists
You let the pieces fall
Ruthless
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Frozen Feelings
PoetryThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself
