Your words dance through my head
My mind going in circles
It's just like when I was a kid
I can't sleep because I'm furious
My anger turns to hatred
Shortly after you leave
Where my mind repeats
The worst things you said
I'm good at degrading myself
It's something I'm working on
It's easy with your help
The thoughts keep going
I try to forget
To keep to myself
My memory refuses
It's stuck on replay
I know your words come from your past
You reiterate your own thoughts
I can only imagine how they've filtered
From what you were taught
Your words stick to me
Like a fly to glue
You used to be my hero
Until I met the real you
I would still do anything for you
You can trust me with your life
Family truly is forever
Even if they don't treat you right
You're the only person on this earth
That can make me truly mad
Whenever we have a full conversation
It ends in an argument
Our opinions are very different
No matter the topic
You like to talk and talk
I'd rather just drop it
I love you more than words express
I know you'd say the same to me
The problem though, Dad
Is that you're my biggest bully
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Frozen Feelings
الشعرThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself
