What do you do
When you let down
That one person
Your person
Letting down people
Is something natural
You can't please everyone
It's that simple
It's different
Your teachers
And friends
Or even family
When you let them down
It hurts
So Fucking bad
That's human
I've done it
I've been there
With my family
Friends and more
Tonight
I fucked up
What I did
Wasn't right
My person
My everything
My angel
I let him down
How do I recover
What do I say
How do I act
What do I do
I feel pain
Emotional
Physical
Deserved
The worst part
Isn't the act
It's realizing what you did
Feeling everything change
So as my chest compresses
My stomach churns
The worst pain
Is getting what you deserve
I lay on the floor
Curled, knees to nose
Completely shattered
Head to toe
I let you down tonight
I came with you
The tears I cry
Feel reused
I get what I deserve
A cold dark room
Full of nothing
Without you
I don't deserve your love
After I shattered you too
My favorite person
Stuck under my shoe
It feels raw
To bang on the wall
Pain means nothing
When I've lost it all
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Frozen Feelings
PoetryThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself
