Frozen Feelings

Sorry not sorry

I am the type of girl to bring light
My laugh echos
I am such a happy person
Outside of the shadows

I care for others
The way a mother cares for her child
Without recognition
And without support myself

Then I met you
And you gave me the first bite
I thought maybe you were different
I was not right

As my ear presses against the speaker
Your voice rings across my brain
As I listen to the hurt you're in
I realize you forget where I fit in

You forget your pain was warranted
While mine was caused by you
You forget that you broke my heart
After all I did was care for you

I am done sitting in the rain
Letting it soak into my skin
Your words don't control me anymore
I'm back to myself again

So I will bring the light
As I always seem to
I'll beat you at your own game
Since that's the only thing left to do

I tried to cut ties nicely
So you didn't burn the bridge
But, oh... Duane... it's gone now
So you're lined up for the pitch

You've never seen me ruthless
Where my words cut like glass
I don't think you'll manage it
After a few seconds pass

The worst part is I don't want to
I still have love in my heart for you
This was my final option
That you pushed me into

When you finally let me go
I'll return to my room
Where I lay in my bed
And cry because of you