JUNOON (COMPLETED)

Chapter 51

Shehnaaz is awfully missing sidharth his absence makes her restless instead of enjoying their distance and spending time with arjun idly sitting on bed trying to understand herself as well as unknown emotions that keep pulling towards sidharth like a magnet. She never planned to develop relation yet ended up to build emotional attachment. Her intentions and motives were clear as crystals rather than playing with his feeling and breaking heart, evolved in establishing heart to heart connection. She can't deny his sweet talks and romantic gesture always made her feel special and loved. He didn't cross limit infact maintained distance hoping to hear three magical words from her mouth. She has realised that his constant denial resulted into his obsession. His love is genuine not out of lust or stubbornness of facing rejection. She has witnessed purity words can differ or hide real intensions but looks can never deceive.His dark orb are deep as ocean doesn't fail to express true emotion of love. Yes, he snatched her love, forced her to marry, did everything possible to break and gain his love.

Sidharth completely transformed into loving and supportive husband. His love made an aggressive and extremely stubborn man learn patience while her love has changed an innocent girl into cunning unfaithful wife. He is fulfilling all the responsibilities and without any doubt blindly trusts his jaan eventhough from her side it's build on the basis of false promises. She feels awful to deceive him because he selflessly and unconditionally loves her without any expectation or greed. Tears roll down reminiscing everyday spent with sidharth his voice rings in her ears immediately clutched his tshirt near heart sobbing like a babe.

Sana:- Kya horaha hai mujhe, kyun tumhare yaad arahe hai sidharth. Khush hona chahiye na, phir itna rona kyun araha hai. I am feeling so lonely broken actually dying under this guilt of playing with your emotions. Tumhara pyaar sach hai mehsoos kiya hai maine alfaaz jhoot bayan karsakte hain lekin ankh dhoka nahi daite. Arjun ke hone na hone se mujhe fadak kyun nahi padta jab ke usko pyaar karne ke daawe karte hoon.Tumse nafrat karte hoon phir mera dil kyun toot raha hai aisa lag raha hai gunnah kar rahi hoon. Itna pyaar kyun karte ho sidharthhh, mujhe nahi lagta tumhe mazeed dhoka daina mere bass mai hai. I can't betray you anymore, khud se nafrat horahe hai, mera wajood sawaal kar raha hai, main yeh bilkul nahi joh bann gaye hoon. You have done so much for my happiness. Meri behan ki jaan bachaye apne aap ko risk mai daal kar sirf mere liye. I have done everything possible to break you tumhara character tak nahi choda lekin you have never hurt me or doubted my love. I have build our relationship on false promises and hopes jis din maloom pada mujhse baat karna dur shakal bhi nahi dekhoge. Mujhe chahiye tha hamesha ke liye tum toot kar bhikar jao lekin ab soch kar bhi jaan kyun nikal rahi hai. I am scared to even face you samajh nahi ata kab tumse emotional attachment hogaye. Meri taraf se sab kuch drama tha phir kyun tumhe miss kar rahi hoon. Yeh soch kar bhi guilty feel hota hai cause arjun ka saath nahi chod sakte lekin aaj ehsaas hogaya hai ke main usko pyaar bhi nahi karti. Kahin mera pagal dil sidharth sai pyaar toh nahi kar baitha ?

Nahi aisa nahi hosakta ... I can't love him usne mere saath bohut galat kiya ... I have to stop thinking about him. Arjun sirf infatuation tha jisko pyaar ka naam diya. He will not even consider me as bestfriend infact nafrat karega agar main breakup ki baat karunge.I cannot break his heart when my feelings for sidharth are yet to be acknowledged. Itna jaante hoon emotionally attach hain because kaafi waqt saath guzaarte hain aur na chahte huwe bhi ache dost bann gaye. I miss you sidharth 💔😭

Shehnaaz doesn't eat food laid on her side of the bed with tearful gaze keeps stroking other corner with utmost love and affection. She is missing his warm protective embrace. They daily sleep cuddling inside single blanket their legs mostly tangle and hearts peacefully beat. We realise importance of our loved ones during their absence or ignorance. She feels awful terribly disheartened constantly rechecking phone to receive any notification or call from sidharth. He promised to inform as soon as reach hotel or steps down aircraft wonders what's taking so much time anxiously texted him ...

"Sidharth tum theek hona hotel jakar kar call zaroor karna"

She tries to calm herself without listening to his voice have become impossible thankfully it rang drawing attention. Her face brighten up to see "JAANA" as it display on lock screen happily answered with a peaceful smile.

Sana:- Kaise ho sidharth kabse text kar rahi hoon infact calls bhi kiye tumhara phone switch off bata raha tha isliye wait kar rahi thi. Tum theek hona, khanna khaya, thand zayada hai. Tum please jacket mat utaarna bimaar pad jaoge just checked weather forecast. Meeting par jaane ki zaroorat nahi rest karo dekhna sab hojayega, deal bhi hamare company ko milegi (confidently)

Sidharth delightfully listens to every question and statement out of concern. It is quite visible that his jaan cares for him. She has been desperately waiting for his calls that makes him happiest soul on earth. He is beaming like child every day he is madly and unconditionally falling in love with his jaana ki jaan. She is extremely cute his adorable wifey ...

Sana:- (clears throat) Sidharth kabse bol rahi hoon jawaab kyun nahi dai rahe kahin busy ho koi na baad mai call karunge !!

Ss:- Jaan main abhi hotel aya hoon tumse baat karne ka intezaar kar raha tha ab awaaz sune sukoon milgaya. Main bilkul busy nahi infact apne biwi se baat karne ke liye time nikaal sakta hoon. Don't worry jacket pehna huwa hai saare meetings aur conference kal scheduled hain. I haven't eaten anything because tum yahan nahi khilaane ke liye (sadly)

Sana:- (sighed) Your impossible jaana please call karke order karo warna main hurt hojaunge phir dekh laina baat nahi karunge :(

Ss:- Don't you dare avoid talking to me jitna concern mere liye haina apna bhi kar liya karo. Maa told me jabse shimla aya hoon you have not stepped out of room worse skipped meals. Abhi zoya ko message kiya hai lekar ayegi khanna mujhe tumhare update bhi daige so better be careful.I will eat food as soon as you obediently follow my orders (sternly)

Sana:- (faceplamed) Hadh hai bebu jab dekho order kabhi toh request kar liya kar upar se jasoos bhi chor diye mere peeche kuch toh reham kar !!

Ss:- (chuckled) No love you deserve it 😂❤️

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