JUNOON (COMPLETED)

Chapter 88

(Continuation ...)

Sana:- Pyaar ka izhaar karne se pehle maine arjun se rishta tod diya tha cause I didn't wanted to build our relationship from betrayal. I also didn't plan to keep him under any hope since you became the reason of my happiness. Maine bola tha arjun ke mujhe bhool jaye, mere dil ne sidharth ko qabool karliya hai. He is such a coward man pehle natak karke dikhaya ke woh hamare liye khush hai it made my heart sink inside the pool of guilt. I apologised to him moreover usko kaha not to lose hope in love. Meri tarha use bhi kisi se pyaar hojayega after all we mistook our infatuation as love. He pretended to be happy for me usne toh request kare thi never to break our friendship. Main bewaqoof bann gaye usko samajhne mein bhool karde, khushi khushi mahi aur shefali ko bataya ... They told me reveal everything before confession, I refused due to my insecurities a constant fear and horror to lose you grew inside my poor heart because I have been yearning for your limitless love and affection, I became selfish sidharth it made me insecure due to which I ended up concealing bitter reality inside my heart forever cause I thought you will never know, we'll live happily ever after mujhe laga, sach pata chalne se tum mujhe apnane se pehle chod doge. Main tujhe khone se darti thi isliye selfish hokar sirf apne dil ki baat bayaan ki. Your my love sidharth, tere ane se pehle main aur arjun kaafi saal saath thai lekin I never allowed him to cross line cause deep down my heart never permitted to lose my virginty to him. It maybe waited to be ruined by you and look that day I physically gave myself to you, khud soch kya koi bhi ladki apne aap ko dhoka daine ke liye istemaal hone daite ?

Nahi, sidharth kyunke hamare liye these moments matter alot. I couldn't let him come closer to me in that way except you, tell me is this knowledge not enough to prove my love ?

I had completely given my heart and soul to you kyunke mere jeena aur marna sirf tere saath likha hai ❤️❤️❤️

I know maine jhoot kahe hain, faraib kiya hai, dhoka diya hai, jhoote waade kiye hain lekin mera pyaar tere liye 100% sacha hai. We made love sidharth tere bina saans laina bhi mushkil hogaya hai, tujhe kiss karne ki adat hai, I miss our endless romantic talks, your naughty actions to gain my attention, our movie nights, hurt games and blind love.

Sidharth maine connection khatum kardiye thai lekin holi ke baad usne dost hone ke haq se akhri baar milne bulaya. He lied to me about exiting county it made me fool and out of pure friendship didn't want to break his heart more since I was already too guilty for being happy and leaving him alone. It was a normal way to compensate by accepting his last wish. I lied to you as well as maa about some work pending in university kyunke main darr gaye thi soch kar tujhe sach pata chala toh kahin mujhe chodna de isliye akhri baar milne chale gaye aur wahan usne bade chala ke se tujhe bhi bula liya. Hamare toh kismat bhi ajeeb nikle jab samne aya toh mujhe aur usko bed par dekh liya.

Jaana I swear hamare beech kuch nahi huwa tha, tujhe pata main wahan se baahir nikal rahe thi na jaane kaise carpet ki wajah se pair slip huwa aur mai bed par ghire. He intentionally trapped us to break our relationship because he couldn't tolerate rejection. My sole reason of being here .. fighting for our togetherness is much more than love you know sidharth I developed a lot of respect since you didn't trust his accusation even after witnessing our state.

You made me proud and confident about our relationship cause any husband would have chose to believe his eyes rather than love. You showed trust in me which itself wasn't less than a humiliating slap for that man. I love you even a lot more than before cause you earned it sidharth. Tune jitna pyaar kiya haina uska adha bhi main nahi karsakte. None can love the way sidharth does cause you refuse to believe that video jahan mera badle ka confession saaf tha.

Your eyes were on me, tune mujhse assurity ke liye pocha us waqt sharminda hokar maine sach qabool karliya tujhe andhere mai rakhna galat hota hai, jab tak maine khud nahi kaha, tune arjun ke baad nahi maani which itself proved intensity of your blind love.

Seriously, I am the most luckiest person jisko tujh jaisa pyaar karne wala saathi mila us din se lekar aaj tak mere dil main tere liye hadh se zayada izzat aur ishq hai. Jitne maafiyaun ke liye bheek maango utna kum hai, mera faraib maafi kai qabil nahi phir bhi chahte hoon ke hum wapis pehle jaise sidnaaz bann jayein.

Aaj bhi hum dono ke dil pass akar zor se dhakdte hain infact ek dusre ke bina it feels dead from inside. Aaj bhi qareeb akar hamare saansein tezz hojate hain u know we are desperately yearning to be loved and kissed until felt satisfaction. It's been two weeks jaana and I am insanely dying to be yours, jaante hoon kisi ke liye bhi dhoke ko maaf karna asaan nahi lekin phir bhi sidharth koshish kari jasakte hai kyun ?

Kya abhi mujhse nafrat karta hai ?

Kya abhi mere qareeb nahi ana chahta ?

Kya abhi tujhe mere upar shak hai ?

Waada karte hoon duniya jahan ek kardunge tujhe wapis apna banane ke liye I need to know, what exactly is going on inside your heart ... Please open up, yeh chupe mujhse tolerate nahi hoti ... Tujhe abhi doubt haina ?

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