Chapter 89

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Sidharth is almost shedding down silent tears over their miserable situation. It has become impossible to control, her explanation made him emotional. He is ashamed to marry shehnaaz forcefully without her consent due to which chain of destruction occurred. He shouldn't have become so blind and insane in love completely lost thinking ability and differentiation between right and wrong. It was their fault none could handle their relationship well. He could have let her go instead took another way around to achieve his love, sidharth learnt to gain victory, his stubborn nature never allows to move ahead due to which they are present in horrific situation. Both are bearing consequences of their actions as shehnaaz equally made sure to teach him lesson.

Ofcourse, sidharth loves her madly beyond imagination even immense hatred couldn't overpower his limitless love. She made him relax as well as mended a broken piece of heart by conveying deep emotions of fears and insecurities her words acted as soothing ointment literally replacing extreme level of pain with calmness magically lifting up the suffocating baggage from his chest.

All of a sudden, those statements provided him hope that his jaan never loved arjun because she lost her most precious virginity to him. He doesn't require a lot many explanations, sidharth knows she always loved him, deep down he is jumping in happiness and excitement to be her only love. He never knew naaz had been constantly battling unable to acknowledge actual feelings towards a man she claimed to hate in the past. If she would have shared, situation could have been a lot more better and sorted.

Instead of concealing shehnaaz must have been vocal atleast arjun would have failed to ruin their peaceful relationship. He feels betrayed cause she choose to keep it hidden under the blanket of her sweet talks. She realised her fault but a broken heart will surely fear to take another chance.

Sana:- (held his hand) Tu chup kyun baitha hai ?

Ss:- (took deep breath) Bachpan sai lekar aaj tak maa aur papa nai sab diya hai jay bhai aur neetu di se bhi zayada mujhse pyaar kiya hai. I have been the most youngest child of this house therefore my parents fulfilled all my wishes. Tujhe pata bina mehnat sab mil jata tha. Bhai ki cheesain mujhe pasandh ajayein toh usne lekar daite thai kyunke mujhe sab haasil karne ki zid hoti thi. I use to be a lot more pampered shayed isliye aaj tak maine khud ko change nahi kiya. Tere ane se pehle kabhi pyaar nahi huwa infact matlab bhi nahi pata tha. I was man of one night stands, party aur hookup karna mera lifestyle tha lekin achanak it all vanished when we met in kitchen and you welcomed me by a broomstick. I know our encounter sounds filmy but us raat ke baad tujhe dekhna sukoon sa bann gaya. You made me fall in love with you more over those constant denial drove me insane. Zid kar baitha apne pehli mohabbat ko haathun se jane nahi dunga chahe kuch bhi hojaye haasil karke rahunga isliye blackmail kiya. Sorry zabardasti shaadi nahi karne chahiye thi kyunke maine jaan kar tujh par apna faisla thopa moreover when you madly loved someone else. Maine pyaar kiya lekin uske liye sabr rakhna nahi seekha kaash dusraun ki tarha junoon-e- ishq na huwa hota. Aaj kasam se, maafi chahiye apne actions or words ke liye after all dhoke ki dastaan mujhse shuru huwe thi. I shouldn't have force you kya tu mujhe sab kuch bhool kar maaf karsakte hai ?

Sana:- (nodded) Jaana tujhse pyaar hone ke baad maine sab kuch bhula diya tha more over deep down sabse zayada khush thi cause due to your junoon I didn't marry arjun warna aaj mere pass rone ke ilawa aur kuch na hota now u tell me, can you move on and accept my apology ?

Ss:- (kissed forehead) Jaan mere liye tere dhoke ko bhool jaana asaan nahi hai kuch cheesain aise hoti hain, waqt ke saath theek hojate hain but yeah I assure you my heart is ready to accept your apology kyunke ab jaana ki jaan sai nafrat karna mere bass mein nahi, na chahte huwe bhi mera toota dil phirse teri taraf keencha chala araha hai. Mujhe nahi pata kab tujh par andha bharosa karunga kyunke tujhe khone ka darr hamesha satayega 💔😭

Naaz (Love Confession and Apology)

Ulfat ka apni kaise izhaar karu,

Takleef teri mai kaise kam karu.

Gardish ne hamari bohat kuch sikha dia,

Iss ibrat ko maine apne jehen mai beitha liya.

Guzaarish hai ki ek moka chahti hu,

Wada hai phir kabhi na tere ashq behene du.

Diwangi meri har pal dikhaugi,

Mere ishq ka noor har jagah failaungi.

She beautifully confess her feeling due to which sidharth couldn't hold himself back emotionally leans closer and cupped her face narrating his side of love ...

Sid (Love Confession and Apology)

Inkaar nahi karta ki aaj bhi tera aashiq hu,

Izhaar nahi karta kyuki aaj bhi thoda zakhmi hu.

Hasrat hai ki phir hamara ishq khwabeeda ho,

Hamari mohabbat mai phir bahaar ki aagaz ho.

Guzaarish hai ki iss dil se darr ko nikal de,

Aahista se phir mujhe apni baahon mai panah de.

Tere mere darmiyaan koi duri na rahe,

Phir kabhi hamara rishta koi dard na sahe.

Tera haseen chehra meri aarzoo ko badhata hai,

Jaise chaand chakor ko apne paas bulata hai.

Meri khata ki bhi maafi chahta hu,

Dono se hui galti ko bhulana chahata hu.

Teri harr khwahish puri karna chahta hu,

Tere liye ishq kai nazmein phir bun na chahata hu.

Aur bass yahi kehna chahta hu😘...

Baade-e-saba si taazi hai tu, Falaq si abdi hai tu.

Mera dil-e-qarar hai tu, Meri aashna-meri jaan hai tu.

(Written by privatesoul1 ❤️)

A loud cry escape their mouth instantly capture their lips into deep passionate kiss almost sucking and nibbling hard until lost breath. She leans further more to settle on his lap enjoy their magical kiss without any break. He encircles her tiny waist while dominating her red luscious lips as well as addictive mouth to show his equal level of love and desperation.

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