This is an awareness one shot that males or anyone who identifies as a male have feelings too, society teaches men not to have feelings as they are pictured as "tough" and if they cry or show emotion they are weak, which isn't true, so check up on your male friends every once in a while!🤍
This is short I apologise!🦋
JPov:
I genuinely think I was past breaking point, I was just about keeping it together for Betty, I didn't want her to see me weak, my mother has just been put in prison, my little sister who isn't so little anymore has just had a baby and might not even make it out alive, my dad's drinking again and to top it all off, Betty's pregnant with our first baby making this time extremely stressful.
"hey babe!" Her happy cheery voice ran through our home i put on a smile
"hi baby" I grinned, I placed a hand on her bump and gave her a kiss on her lips,
"Chinese? This baby's been begging for some takeout food for days now?" She giggled
"definitely my kid then" I said
"you okay? You seem a bit down?" She placed a hand on my cheek
"yeah, just a bit stressed that's all my love, don't worry" I smiled
Time skip an hour
"Babe! Foods here" she shouted from the bottom of the stairs
"Coming!" I said wiping the stray tears from my face,
I saw her laying out a all the food, why would she want a fiancé who can't control his emotions I'm being a baby, a bigger one then the one in her stomach, we sat down together and started to tuck in, I just pushed my food around my plate not having an appetite at all I just didn't know what to do.
"jug, you okay hun, you haven't touched your food usually it's gone by now" she quizzed me
"I'm fine" I lied, she placed a hand on mine curling her soft baby hands into my rough ones
"I know you jug, this "I'm fine" bullshit isn't working anymore what's up, please talk to me" I snapped. I started to cry, no sob loudly
I felt her walk over to me and sit in my lap and wrap her arms around my shaking body
"sh sh, it's okay jug what's wrong, talk to me" she pleaded
"nothing, it's okay Betts, I don't know why I'm crying that's stupid of me" I started to harshly wipe my tears from my face but they just kept falling
"hey hey, no it's not stupid for to be crying, your allowed to cry jug, it's okay, your allowed to have emotions juggie" she said softly
After telling her what was happening I felt a humongous weight being lifted up off my shoulders
"I love you Betty" I said once we were in bed
"I love you too Jug" she curled closer into my side wrapping her arms around me
"And the baby" I chuckled and lent down to kiss her swelling stomach
"Can't forget the baby now can we?" She giggled and gave me a kiss before drifting into sleep and shortly after I did too
Men have feelings too!
If you would like to talk about any of the issues raised in this one shot, please feel free to dm me!🤍
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