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i hope you guys enjoy this one!🤍

concept: Betty talks to Jughead about her trauma

trigger warning: mentions of kidnapping, rape, abuse and mentions of suicide please do not read if this will make you uncomfortable!

this is a very short one, I'm so sorry I just didn't really know how to write the request, I still hope you enjoy :)

requested by jess2007x
a slight twist on your request but still very similar!

this one shot is almost like a poem, I think.

bpov:

I found my legs taking me over the familiar gravel of his driveway, my feet just kept walking despite me not being able to see anything through my falling tears.

I found myself knocking on the same cold door, fumbling with the knocker, kicking the stones between my shoes, fresh tears were pouring down my face, I was still looking over my shoulder every two seconds, terrified he'd creep up behind me, snatch me at any chance he got

I found myself being greeted by a warm light, and a green shirt, messing hair and fluffy socks, a gasp fell from his lips, I let out an strangled cry

I found myself being pulled into the same arms I was pulled into 7 years ago, my hair was stroked in the exact same way 7 years ago, I was held tightly for the first time in years, I was crying loudly, he was trying to calm me down but the tears kept falling from my eyes, I was being pulled into the house greeted by the familiar smell of peppermint and cigarette smoke, the same smell that comforted me 7 years ago, it was doing it again

I found myself being placed onto the same couch I had my first time on, I could hear the kettle being boiled and a soft voice talking
"green tea or chamomile Betts?"
"chamomile please" I whispered hoarsely
"of course, you always love that one" he chuckled bringing the tea over, sitting down making the same dip in the couch he did all those years ago.

I found myself opening my mouth and letting the words fall out of my mouth
"what's happened to you Betts?" He asked rubbing my back
"I was kidnapped, by the Trash Bag Killer, he abused me, he raped me, I was there for 2 months, and he just kept repeating the cycle, it was horrible, I felt like killing myself so many times I just didn't know how to cope, and I needed you right now, I know what i did 7 years ago and it was horrible but I didn't know if it would be good for us to do long distance and I didn't know how to break up with you I'm so sorry" I sobbed into his arms that he pulled me into into when I started my explanation.

I found myself crashing my lips onto the softer ones that were startled at first but crashed back at me, they were moving in sync, the same sync they fell into 7 years ago.

I found myself being picked up and carried down the same hallway that I needed, placed on the bed, my shirt was carefully being taken off and a much larger shirt was being pulled onto me, the same shirt that helped me sleep at night, I was hoping it would do it again
"sleep?" he asked once he clambered us both into the soft mattress i so gratefully slept in 7 years ago
"no not yet" I mumbled playing with my fingers
"Betts, you need some sleep, we need to talk about your situation in the morning okay?" He mumbled kissing my hair
"o-okay, thank you for looking after me again?"
"I'd do it any day Betty, any day" he smiled

I found myself hearing the same words he told me 9 years ago
"I love you" he whispered softly in my hair.

I found myself saying the exact same words
"I love you" I whispers back into his chest, I could feel his heart beating with pride, I could feel my own swelling with happiness.


I'm actually so in love with this one
(shameful self promo)
I really hope you guys enjoyed this one!

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