•"i shouldn't of"•

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this is kinda like a poem like "trauma" was!

bpov:

I shouldn't of caught Reggie cheating on me with Josie McCoy

I shouldn't of listened to Veronica
and gone clubbing.

I shouldn't of put on a skin tight black mini dress and decorated my face in makeup

I shouldn't of slipped on my strappy heels and grabbed my black clutch purse

I shouldn't of shoved $100 in my purse and grabbed a pre drink, a vodka shot of course

I shouldn't of locked up my lonely apartment and walked out to meet her in the car

I shouldn't of stuck on a song that made me feel powerful

I shouldn't of step foot in that club and ordered a 'sex on the beach' drink

I shouldn't of waltzed to the dance floor and swayed my hips to the beat of the music

I shouldn't of made eye contact with him

I shouldn't of listened to Veronica when she said
"go over and talk to him"

I shouldn't of walked over to him, grabbing his hand softly and pulled him over to the dance floor,

I shouldn't of let him place his hands gently on my hips, rubbing my back softly, gazing at me whilst I was letting myself go and dance to the beat

I shouldn't of let him walk me back to the bar and buy me a drink, one that he didn't spike

I shouldn't of told him about me
"Betty Cooper, writer and journalist, controlling mother, obsessive bestie, cheating boyfriend"

I shouldn't of let him listen to my sob story and then tell me about himself
"Jughead Jones, the real name is worse, published author, party animal for a best friend, lesbian girlfriend"

I shouldn't of let him take me to the dance floor once again and dance with me

I shouldn't of seen Veronica leave with his red headed best friend

I shouldn't of let him softly kiss my lips, sparks flew out of my mouth

I shouldn't of let him pay for an Uber whilst a warm hand was on my thigh

I shouldn't of let him kiss me to his small apartment, grabbing and carrying me in my thighs, he had tight grip on me

I shouldn't of let him kiss my breasts, slipping him tongue into my mouth making me moan against him

I shouldn't of let him undress me, and caress my body, staring lovingly at me,
"you are absolutely stunning, fucking beautiful" he said, revelling at the sight of my body

I shouldn't of let him make love to me endlessly that night

I shouldn't of woken up in his pale white sheeted bed, tangled in them, my naked body outlined by the bright yellow light pooling in from the windows

I shouldn't of looked over at the nightstand to see a hand written note on the side
I've gone out to get some breakfast, I'll be back in an hour, there's tylenol on the side

Jughead x

I shouldn't of dressed myself in one of his soft shirts and walked uneasily, smirking, remembering last nights events, and grabbed the tylenol

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