A Different Beginning

A Different Beginning ~ Part 61 ~ Update: 2/18/15 Late Evening

A Different Beginning ~ Part 61 ~ Update: 2/18/15 Late Evening

Dozens of emotions rush through his face and I know he has looked into my past. Every incident that was reported he knows about it. Every detail that has been recorded he knows. I close my eyes for a moment and then open my eyes. He knows everything about me. This man with silvery eyes. Letting out a slow breath I meet his eyes showing myself. My real self. One without walls or hidden emotions. Mr. Blackbourne’s eyes widen slowly and he leans forward his lips touching mine ever so softly before moving away. 

“Thank you for letting me in Ms. Sorenson.” His eyes meet mine and all I see is trust, pure trust, and I can’t help but smile. 

“Your welcome Mr. Blackbourne.” I whisper and his hand lightly caresses my cheek and I slowly close my eyes letting him take over. 

“Owen?” Dr. Green’s voice is nervous. 

“She is okay. Rest is definitely needed but being alone is not.” Mr. Blackbourne shifts his hand not leaving my cheek. “This is what we are going to do. North you stay here with Silas first. We are going to go down to the kitchen and make something for lunch. Kota will be back soon and will check in. After that we will switch up. Everyone will have some time.” His voice is calm and collected. 

“I am willing and I will fucking obey.” North’s voice states and I realize he is at the edge of the bed. Opening my eyes slowly, I glance around, Gabriel, Silas, North, Luke, and Victor are standing in the room. Victor’s eyes meet mine and he throws me a soft look. 

“I am willing and I will obey.” I smile softly and Victor shifts forward placing a soft kiss on my lips. “Rest my princess.” I blush and watch him take his leave. 

“I am willing and I will obey.”  Luke steps forward next and his hand lightly rubs my side. “What would you like to peck at little birdie?” 

I can’t help but smile and curl up a little bit. “Something yummy.” I whisper and Luke laughs caressing my cheek nodding. 

“You got it chickie.” He smiles and shifts from the bed. 

North yells after him. “Something healthy dammit!!” But Luke just sticks out his tongue and rushes off.

“I am willing and I will obey.” Silas’s soft voice reaches my ears and I glance over to him. He shifts to the bed rubbing my feet slowly. All who is left out of the boys is Gabe. His eyes lock with mine. 

“I-I-” Gabriel’s voice shakes as he steps forward and I spot the tears in his eyes. I rush to try and sit up and hands are instantly at my side as my breath hitches a little. I push through and wrap my arms around Gabriel’s neck pulling him flush against me. “Tr-Trouble I fucking can’t…” His eyes are round as saucers and I squeeze tighter pulling the male closer to my side. His soft hands rush around me holding me still.

“Gabriel..” I glance to Silas, who shifts forward and squeezes his shoulder. “Stay here with her. I will go and help downstairs.” 

My eyes widen in surprise and Silas’s eyes meet mine. I realize how much Gabriel really needs this. I quickly nod and Silas places a soft kiss on my forehead before moving out of the room. Gabriel slowly sits down on the bed.  Carefully, I move into his lap feeling a little dizzy I rest my head against his chest and his arms tighten against me. 

“Pookie?” I glance over to Dr. Green and sit up a little bit. 

“Dr.- Sean…” I whisper and smile as he shifts forward and pull me into a very gentle hug. 

“Nice and easy. No moving out of the bed for right now.” He whispers a hand caressing my cheek. “Rest and drink. If you feel nauseous just tell these two.” I nodded smiling weakly and he places a soft kiss on my forehead before shifting to the door. 

My eyes slowly move to Mr. Blackbourne who hasn’t moved far from my side. I smile softly and he shifts forward wet face towel in his hand. Taking a seat in front of me, he slowly runs the soft towel around my neck and cheeks. Feeling the cool water soak into my face I breath out a soft sigh and Gabriel shifts a little watching me. My hair is pulled back and the soft material travels to the back of my neck and then up and down my arms before being taken away. Opening my eyes slowly, Mr. Blackbourne smiles and lightly takes my hand squeezing it before shifting from the room. Gabriel’s hands lightly caress my cheek. 

“Better?” He whispers in my ear and I nod slowly before resting my head against his chest. I sense North shift about the room and I glance over slowly tiredly. 

North stands close, his black shirt clinging to his muscles and he hands me a tall glass of water. “Drink.” With a soft blush I nod and take a few sips before handing it back. His eyes narrow and I shake my head weakly. 

“Please.” I whisper exhausted and his eyes widen. 

“Baby girl do you want to lay down?” His voice is a bit quieter and I glance up to Gabriel who nods. 

“Yes please…” I whisper and he carefully helps me lay back down in the comforts of the covers. 

North shifts to the other side and I rest my head on his arm and Gabriel holds my hand. “Trouble will you tell us what happened?” His eyes meet mine and I bite my lip turning away slowly closing my eyes. Taking a slow breath I wheeze and North is instantly sitting up. 

“Baby girl don’t… don’t force…” He whispers his hand rushing to my chest. I notice him shoot a glance to Gabriel who instantly falls silent. 

I glance over to Gabe and squeeze his hand tight in mine. “I will soon..” I whisper softly and Gabriel seems to relax a little and nod. Curling up a little more, North clicks on the TV and a cartoon starts to play. 

Closing my eyes slowly I rest in the bed. My mind unwilling to shut off. I glance at Gabriel who is focused on the TV and then glance to North who is shifting a little to get a bit closer to my side. Why were they so good to me? 

I closed my eyes and I stood in front of a large stone wall. One that was impossible to move and impossible to break through and yet seconds earlier nothing stood in the way. Opening my eyes I glanced at the TV. Was it supposed to be this way?