A Different Beginning

A Different Beginning ~ Part 74 ~ Updated: 3/9/15

A Different Beginning ~ Part 74 ~ Updated: 3/9/15

What was I feeling? My emotions were in chaos and it felt like world war one in my stomach as parts of it fought others. I just wanted the other’s not to hate me. That I truly what I wanted. But could I bring myself to say it. My eyes met Victor’s and I could feel my body tremble. I opened my mouth to speak and nothing came out. I let out a slow breath and Luke tightened his grip on my sides. 

They all were focused on me, wanting to know what to do. Luke’s warm vanilla scent slipped around me and I let out a breath of comfort. “I just don’t want you guys to be mad at me.” I forced out of my breath and then quickly hid into Luke’s arms. There was hesitation as he brought his arms to my sides pulling me away. 

Feeling nervous, I bit my lip as I slowly met Luke’s eyes. “We are not mad at you Sang.” I could feel my breath hitch and instantly tears slipped down my cheeks. They weren’t mad? My emotions twirled and a hand was placed on my back. 

“Let’s go sit down for a moment.” Kota whispered and I nodded slowly following Kota. The other’s met my eyes but I couldn’t meet their eyes nerves taking over. Sitting very slowly at the center of the couch, my hand met my lip and I wrapped my injured hand around my side placing it in my lap. Kota sat next to me catching my hand in his and pulling it away from my lips. 

The other’s shifted about taking their place on the couch. North sat on my other side. “Sang the reason why we were all upset earlier and a bit angry is because you suddenly disappeared from the classroom and did something very serious and dangerous. You ended up getting hurt and although your intentions were pure you made us worry. We had a plan but the second you disappeared things changed so quickly.” Kota explained I glanced over to North who nodded running a hand through my hair. 

“Baby I walked into that classroom expecting you to be there and you were gone. Fucking hell I had the biggest heart attack in the world.” North whispered and I glanced up to Nathan who nodded in return. I bit my lip glancing down at my legs fidgeting. 

“I hadn’t meant to…” I closed my eyes and rubbed my forehead slowly. My mind was all over the place and I was worried. I wanted to get my point across. Kota’s hand slowly slipped to my forehead pushing my hand away very slowly. His hand was cool against mine and instantly I knew I had a fever. I was stressing so much.  

“You have a fever.” He whispered softly and slowly brought me to look at him. I spotted North’s eyes widen and his hand shifted instantly to my cheek. 

“What’s wrong?” Gabriel spoke up shifting to the edge of the couch. 

“Baby do you feel okay?” North whispered his eyes not leaving mine. Closing my eyes I tried to focus and calm down my heart in my stomach.  I shifted slowly into his touch enjoying the coolness before nodding slowly. 

“I didn’t mean to make you all worry. But I didn’t want you getting hurt.” I responded loud enough for everyone to hear and they nodded slowly. My head throbbed and North slipped his hands to my side. 

“I think we have had enough. Let’s get home.” He whispered and Kota nodded as I was carefully lifted by North. I sunk into his warmth shaking a little and Dr. Green stepped forward lightly caressing my cheek. 

“Just rest Pookie.” He whispered and I nodded hiding into North’s chest. North’s hand slowly slipped around my back pushing me closer to his chest and I curled up. Shifting forward the other’s made sure I was okay before we left the hospital and headed straight to Mr. Blackbourne’s house.