A Different Beginning

A Different Beginning ~ Part 70 ~ Update: 3/3/15 Late Evening

A Different Beginning ~ Part 70 ~ Update: 3/3/15 Late Evening

***POV Sang*** 

My arm throbbed with pain as I stayed curled up on Mr. Blackbourne’s arms. I could sense the worry and the pain from the other’s as well when I made eye contact. I obviously hadn’t thought this through enough. I let out a shaky breath letting the pain wash over me and I closed my eyes resting my forehead against Mr. Blackbourne’s neck. His hand slipped into my hair and he lightly rubbed the back of my neck. I knew what I had done was wrong but none of them would have ever let me go willingly into danger anyways. I had to. 

We turned a corner and I heard a door being thrown open. I then recognized the door to the nurse’s office closing behind us. Mr. Blackbourne shifted and sat down slowly into his chair before carefully placing me into North’s arms. I breathed in the musky scent and his arms quickly tightened around me. “North star…” I whispered softly, my voice coming out broken as I wrapped an arm around his neck pulling me closer to his chest. 

“Fucking hell Sang Baby you scared me shitless.” He whispered in my ear and tightened his hold on me. I could hear Dr. Green rushing around in the background looking through different cabinets. “Why didn’t you just wait for me to get there?” My eyes focused back on North and I slowly pulled away keeping my injured arm close to my chest. 

“Y-Y-You wouldn’t hav-have let me.” I responded and glanced to Mr. Blackbourne whose eyes widened in surprise and then narrowed in unhappiness. 

“Fucking hell I would have said Fuck no you aren’t doing this.” North replied and I glanced down feeling awful for scarring them when I hadn’t meant to. Tears started to slip down my cheeks and instantly I turned away trying to hide them but North quickly caught me bringing me back to his chest. “Baby girl you worried me so badly. If Mr. B hadn’t gotten there sooner who knows what would have-“ North stopped and I wrapped my arm around him once more letting tears flow smoothly down my cheeks. 

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry for worrying all so badly.” I whispered very slowly before pulling away. I had to make myself clear however, they needed to know I would do the same thing in a heart beat. “But I am not sorry for doing what I did.” I whispered and North’s eyes widened in surprise. 

“Ms. Sorenson you could have been killed!” Mr. Blackbourne whispered and my eyes widened at his deadly tone of voice and I glanced down for a moment a little scared before meeting him dead in the eyes. 

“I was not going to sit and wait for something or someone else to get hurt. If I had been one of the guys you all would have made me bait.” I turned meeting North’s eyes knowing very well he would have done the same thing. 

“Sang you aren’t one of us guys though!” He said anger slipping into his voice. “We are trained. We know how to handle ourselves in a fight. We can fight back.” 

I shook and Dr. Green stepped into sight with medicine but my stomach was already turning in knots. I shook my head no and Dr. Green’s eyes widened this time in shock. “Pookie you are in pain. You need to take these.” 

Now I was getting annoyed. “So I am not allowed to fight back when you all are in trouble but you get to fight back when I am. You guys get to tell me what to do and let me know what is going to happen and jump to conclusions and hide things from me but I am unable to.” My eyes met Mr. Blackbourne’s eyes whose were filled with shock. 

“Fucking hell Sang that isn’t what I-“ North started. 

“But it is isn’t it.” I cut him off leaving North speechless. I could feel my arm throb more in pain as I shifted out of North’s arms and I moved out of reach. They had to understand my point. They had to see where I was coming from. Tears brimmed at my eyes again and I turned away trying hard to recover. 

Someone shifted and the smell of Irish Spring Soap washed over me and I turned meeting Mr. Blackbourne. His silver eyes soft as he knelt down and slowly placed a soft kiss on my lips. Surprise washed over me and I blushed hard as we parted lips. “We do not mean to make it seem that way Sang.” His voice was soft and comforting and all I wanted to do was rush into his arms and barry myself inside his warmth. “You just really scared us and we were worried we were going to loose you.” 

Letting out a weak breath I nodded understanding where they were coming from. “I know…” I shuttered and Mr. Blackbourne shifted forward quickly pulling me into his chest and lifting me up once more. “But just as you want to protect me. I want to protect you.” I whispered and closed my eyes feeling the pain increase. 

“Sang Baby do you still like me?” North whispered. I opened my eyes and met his chocolate brown eyes and I smiled happily. 

“Of course North Star. Do you still like me?” I whispered back and he nodded instantly. 

“Of course Sang Baby. But you are so grounded.” I couldn’t help but smile and Dr. Green shifted into view once more his eyes now stern. 

“You have to take these now Pookie.” I nodded and took the pills swallowing them down with water before curling up a little more in Mr. Blackbourne’s chest. The quietness lasted for about a second before the door burst open and Victor and Gabriel rushed in. 

“Trouble?!” Gabriel exclaimed rushing forward. 

“Meanie.” I whispered but Mr. Blackbourne’s hand shifted to my side and he refused to let me move. Letting out a shaky breath I felt exhausted as both boy’s approached. 

“Is she okay?” Victor whispered touching my chin and guiding me to look to the right as he took a look at the spot where Mr. McCoy had backhanded me. 

“Her hand is injured.” Dr. Green shifted forward kneeling down in front of me and lightly touched my shoulder. The pain was starting to disappear a little but I could still feel the throb. 

“Fucking son of a- I am going to kill him.” Gabriel muttered and started to move to the door but was caught by North. “He hurt Sang North! We have to go fucking pulverize him!” North shook his head restraining Gabriel. 

“Kota and Silas are with him. We need to be here with Sang.” He whispered his anger still obvious in his eyes but his attention focused directly on me. 

Dr. Green shifted my hand and I winced curling into Mr. Blackbourne and Victor’s hands lightly caressed my cheek. “Easy Princess…”