More Than I Deserve || 8th Member Of BTS ||

Chapter 56

Had some problem yesterday...

Sorry!!

Here you go!

Just some before my flight back, I was all alone in my room lying on the bed from last 4 days, maybe? Everyone was a bit worried but eventually left. Several knocks on my door and several threats to burst in my room but nothing happened.

I dialed in again.

"Anything?" 

"Still can't find anything. It looks like she never existed."

The only person I loved so hard, loved more than myself, my reason to smile, to wake up, to blush is gone so far away from me. 

I sighed and stood up to pack my bags and change from those tear and sweat drenched clothes. I can not think straight or even think properly. I felt like I am not even here, just a soul wandering. I walked out of the shower to get some clothes and got ready to look as good as I can. 

I walked down the stair with my bags being carried after me and I saw her again.

"WHY IS SHE HERE?!"

"Cause I want to! You don't know half of the struggle!"

"Why should I? what you are?" I said and she pulled me in frustration.

"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE MY LOVE?"

"ENOUGH!"I struggled and tried to push her off but she end up pushing me back making me stumble and fall on the glass decor which fell with me and impaled right through my hand and the white glove was drenched from the red blood.

"I DIDN'T MEANT-"

"Leave before I call police. or better.. I call all my guard dogs." 

She was all pale before hesitatingly twitching and running out.

One of the maids came near me to dress my hand and change the glove.

"Don't tell anyone." I whispered before heading out and resting myself on the seat.

If only I was not selfish enough to meet her again after break up instead of crying like a moron. Maybe I could've have been stronger and saved us. 

I wore my sunglasses again to hide my red eyes and walked out of the airport going straight to office to find anything from her cabin room. 

My mind was filled with countless memories of us in this room. 

How I would sometimes wait like a small kitten till she finished getting her stuff, how she would drag me here to sneak out some kisses and hugs. How I once found her asleep on the desktop with half filled coffee cup and countless times I would sneak in to scare her. 

Her desk had a file with resumes of other people and one profile with a sticky note, 'He will be perfect!'. 

Her beautiful handwriting and the phone and laptop rested on her table.

I called the manager to select the man and walked out with a heavy heart right to my cabin. 

Frustration took over me so badly that I screamed as loud as I could and threw the stuff around. My phone ringed again and it was from PD-nim.

"You still remember that we got a group meeting with all the members and the respective managers?"

"Yeah, will be there in 10 minutes." I walked out and drove to the HYBE head quaters.

Where possibly she could be?

Did Cherry did something to her?

The meeting was gone in a haze and it was almost the end as everyone stood up to leave, happy. The door swung open and a person came in with a file in his hands with a big logo on it.