More Than I Deserve || 8th Member Of BTS ||

Chapter 28

(Chapter 2 of 3)

Dating...

I went out again to call him.

"Listen, get your connections active and dig out every information about Nanny's high school,her old friends and her college friends and everything."

"Calm your horses down. What you will do of it? And secondly it will cost time and fortune."

"Don't bother. Get me everything within this week."

"Seriously, just join CID or something." He said and cut the call.

I came back in and open my laptop to analyze if I missed anything. Of what I remember is that she never told anything like that to anyone or might never in front if me.

I transferred the amount and came in. For now let me just sit and wait. Not actual waiting, I have tons of things to do.

I got my specs on and started with my office work. My work was done and now editing and all is left. Doesn't means that I amn free now, new choreography, song rehearsals and what not still left.

This album is full on emotional rollercoaster and I am really waiting for new fan theories, sometimes they make theories pure out of our thinking like we don't even think about it and they are analyzing the background and scenes to make a theory.

After finishing off the work I got the cube out and started to solve it.

It was completely solved now but my problem wasn't.

"Kookie oppa~" I peeped in the kitchen where he was standing at the far end.

"What are you doing?" He seriously makes me worried.

I heard the beep of microwave and he sighs before walking to it and slowly opening it. A smile crept on my face.

"That was really close." He said and took out the dish. I back hugged him, my head was throbbing now.

"What happened?" He said and turn me to hug properly.

"It is... nothing. Just help me with this." I said as we walked out of the kitchen.

"With what?"

"Make it as complex as you can... so hard that no one can solve." I said and gave him the cube.

"Why this cube is bigger than normal?"

"5×5 cube, just to make it harder." I said closed my eyes and he started to mix it.

"Weird, you are."

"Hmm.. here you go." He said and I took it, keeping it on the table. So Flake came to lying on my lap.

I hugged him and he smiled before licking my gloved hand, his fur was soft, warm and he felt like home. God I miss my home so much. My Nanna, my dogs, my room... it was my everything.

My small group of friends, my cabin and most importantly, the people I adored to an extent my heart aches.

I might have lost three of them around the same time but now when I was confident enough to face it, I ran away. The warmth, the feeling... I might have been bragging a bit and home is home. I might have a home here but I know pretty well how people here are.

It's been a long time, almost an year and I am feeling alone, I have them around me, surrounded by people but still alone, deep inside craving for the silence and homeynss. My heart was aching, aching for her hug, her scent, her laugh, almost as if I was controlled by her, might be a bit cringy but she made me feel light, loved and safe.