Johnny (sing) x ADHD! reader

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Y/N POV:
I wave my hands in excitement as I am handed the list of songs that I'll choose from at Busters new show. I look up at my best friend Johnny. He and I became best friends at the start of the show that set moon theatre on the map. Johnny smiles down at me and my excitement, and we both watch as Buster comes towards us.
-Johnny, Y/N, you're singing a duet, Buster says and hands Johnny the paper.
-Ooohh! I say and lean on Johnnys arm as he reads the paper.
-And people remember, this show has a story, as if Romeo and Juliet met Moulin Rouge, it's love, passion and happiness all mingled and then!.... It ends in this horrific sadness! Buster says dramatically.
-Wow Buster, way to kill the mood, I say, making everyone chuckle.
-Exactly Y/N! We're killing the mood right at the ends of this show, now! You're telling this story with music, don't forget that it's two songs for each of you, so practice practice practice! Buster says and everyone nods and agrees. I take the paper from Johnnys hands.
-Oooohhhhh, these songs are great, I say. Everyone starts heading towards the practice rooms and me and Johnny follow.
-Ooo what about this one? I say as we head into a small room and I sit down by the piano.
-Which one? Johnny asks. I strike some notes on the piano.

(I was made for loving you, Tori Kelly and Ed Sheeran on Spotify)
-A dangerous plan, just this time. A strangers hand, clutched in mine, I look up at Johnny to see his approval. He sits down beside me and plays a little bit. He skips to the chorus and sing the lyrics.
-I was made for loving you, he plays the chords.
-Even though we made be hopeless hearts just passing through, I add blushing.
-Every bone screaming; I don't know what we should do, I continue.
-All I know is darling, I was made for loving you, he stops playing.
-Yeah that should work, he says. I smile largely and squeal.
-I'm so excited, I say. I had the biggest crush on this boy. He's too sweet for this world, too sweet to me.
-So we got this one, one more, he says and looks at the paper.

-Oh my god! He says and grabs the paper.
-What? I ask confused.
-I haven't heard this song in years, he says and points to the list. I look at it.
-Hmmmm I've never heard that one before, I say.
-Ok hold on let me show you, he says and grabs his phone, searching up the song. He plays and hums the melody softly, humming a little off sometimes but I dig to the melody.
-It has all of these cool complimenting Melodies and- he looks at me and my eyes are sparkling. He turns pink.
-Sorry I'm rambling, he says sheepishly and scratches his neck.
-No it's fine! You always let me ramble it's only fair that I let you do the same, I say. He grins gratefully at me.
-Ok so show me the song now! I usher him and he laughs and grabs his phone, playing the song for me.

Three days later:
Me and Johnny have been working hard to get the lyrics and melodies to stick. I clap my hands excitedly as we stick the first song.
-That was good! Johnny says.
-It was, I agree.
-Hey, guys I heard you from outside, Buster comes inside.
-You did? I ask confused.
-U-huh. Now the melody is there but what about dynamics? Buster asks.
-w-well we're gonna start working on that now, I stammer.
-Alright! Because you know we don't have much time till opening show! Buster says. I feel a heavy pressure on my shoulders. Not literally but ya know what I mean.
-Don't worry Y/N, we have time don't worry, Johnny says.
-I know but... the way he said it I- I huff.
-Now I'm stressed, I say.
-Hey hey hey, don't worry we got this! Johnny spins me around and makes me look into his eyes. I feel my body tense up.
-Now I won't let you go into that stressed headspace that you can't get out of. I'll help you, we'll work overtime at my place if need be. Now c'mon let's do it one more time, take notes, Johnny says jokingly and sits down at the piano again. God, this man. He really knew exactly what to do and say to calm me down.

Three weeks later:
-Johnny? I search for him. I was wearing my stage costume and a big hoodie on top.
-Johnny where are you? I ask as I turn a corner. I was stressed and anxious. The costume is itchy and I feel so out of place, all I wanted is to be with Johnny and he was nowhere to be found.
-Johnny!? I yell.
-Yeah? I hear quietly from afar. I walk in the direction and see Johnny sitting in the synth room. I open the door and he looks expectantly at me. I just sit down on a chair, pretty wonky though, pointed towards Johnny.
-What's up? He asks. I tear falls and I sniff.
-Everything, I breathe. He looks worried at me.
-Everything... about the show? He asks. I nod hurriedly and dry the tears falling with frustration.
-What set it off? He asks and hops closer.
-I am just not pretty, I say.
-What? He asks in disbelief.
-I'm not. This costume is weird on me, it itches and everyone's talking over each other and I just- I'm actually stressed now, I say.
-Hey it's ok, Johnny says and leans towards me.
-No, no it's not! I exclaim.
-It's not ok all I do is to ruin everything with my mood and my complex, I ramble frustrated.
-You and me both know that's not true, Johnny says. I look at him.
-You're lying, I shake my head.
-We both know that's exactly what's going on and I'm tired of people lying about it to me, I say. Johnny looks sadly at me. I clench my jaw. Why couldn't he understand how I am different from him. I was weird and special and extra maintenance. I don't want to burden him with that anymore.
-I just wanna be normal, I say. He has nothing to say so I stand up and leave. I go out from the back entrance and just start walking andI don't know where, my brain is all foggy and I cannot control myself. I start to cry harder than before. I try to dry my eyes to see but it was hard. As I sigh and just let my tears fall and think nothing could get worse at that point, it starts raining. This makes me feel way more hopeless.

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