Next Marriage || KNJ ✔️

48.

Disclaimer: i am no doctor! And i know nothing about fertility tests. I did some research but dude, I'm a little too busy to read everything. So, bear with me. It's just to fit in the story alright!

Ji Hye's P.O.V

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We've got the results a few days ago but we have not check it. I am so scared of it. I have a big feeling that I'm the problem. Adopting would be better but... it's different too. Namjoon have been trying to distract me by taking me out for dates.

We went to watch the movies, the amusement park. We went to a beach for a picnic too. Our walk in closet is done which also means we're back in our house. It took only 3 weeks, which is awesome. "Ms Kwon." - Mrs Kang called. I look up.

"Are you okay? These few weeks you've been zoning out a lot." - she said.

"Can you take a seat?" - I said. She nods and sits down.

"This is personal matters. But, I'm stressing out about it." - I said, sighing.

"Come on, you can tell me anything. I'm here to listen, and maybe I can help." - she said, smiling.

"Unnie, Namjoon and I, we've been trying for a baby but... every test i take it's negative." - I said, sighing. Whenever it's something personal that I can want to share with Mrs Kang, I will call her unnie.

"We also went to the doctor to check our body. We've got our results but we're too scared to open it." - I said again.

"Aigoo-ya.. no wonder. It is pretty stressful, I agree. But, first, it's best you check the results."

"I was just like you and Mr Kim. So, I got experience with this. So go back, check the results together with Mr Kim." - Mrs Kang said. I smiled.

"Just praying for the best." - I said. She nods and smile.

"Anyways, you have an invitation from Mr Wang."

"Mr Wang? Who? And what invitation is that?"

"I assume it's your university friend? It's an invitation for a university reunion. It's in 2 days, 8 pm at Time In Restaurant." - Mrs Kang said.

"Ah. I think I know who. Thank you, Mrs Kang." - I said and smile. She smiles and leaves my room. I grab my phone and called the friend that invited me for the reunion.

"Ms Kwon, what's up!" - he answered, sounding so happy. I laugh.

"Wang Jackson, stop that." - i said and laugh. He laughs.

"I got your invitation. You could have just text me." - I said.

"I'm feeling extra, shh. So, you coming?" - he asked.

"Well, I gotta ask Mr Husband first."

"Isn't Mr Husband our own classmate too?" - he asked. Ah right... not everyone know we divorced.

"Well, not anymore-"

"What?! You guys separated? When!"

"Jackson, chill your horses. It's a long story but I'll tell you if my husband allows me to go." - I said.

"Hahaha, alright sure. Keep me updated! Hope to see you there." - he said. I smile.

"Noted. Alright, bye." - i said, ending the call.

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"Hi hi~!" - Namjoon said as he walk in our room. I smile widely, watching him walk towards me. My baby is back home. I sit up and went closer to the edge of the bed. Namjoon attach his lips with mine while bending down a little.

He pulls away, smiling. "I'm sorry that I had to go home a little late." - he said.

"No worries love." - i said, smiling.

"Have you eaten dinner?" - he asked. I nod.

"You?" - i asked. He nods, smiling.

"I'm hungry for you now." - he said with a smirk. I laugh.

"Anyways, I got you something." - he said. I raise my eyebrows. He hands me a pink paper bag. I grab it and take a look inside.

"What's this?" - i asked. I take the item out from the bag and laughed so loud.

"Pink roses and.... Another lingerie?"

"A different color this time." - he pointed out and smile.

"Aigoo! Kim Namjoon!" - i said, laughing. He laughs.

"Thank you though." - i said and smile. He smiles. He sits next to me, grabbing my hand.

"Should we check the results?" - he asked. I nod.

"I'm ready." - i said. He nods. He got up, taking the envelope from the nightstand drawer. He sits back next to me.

Namjoon open the envelope and slide out the slip of paper. My heart is pounding so fast. I am so so scared. "Whatever happens, it is okay. If we're both okay, I'm having you as my supper." - he said. I hit his arm, frowning. He laugh.

"So if I'm not okay, you're not going to have me-"

"Babe, shh. I'll have you no matter what. Anyways, as I was saying, it will be okay and it's all fine." - he cuts me. I take a deep breath and let go slowly. I hug Namjoon's biceps, waiting for him to turn over the paper.

Namjoon takes a deep breath too and let go. He kiss my head and slowly flip over the paper. We read slowly and slowly my heart is broken into million pieces.

3 hours later...

"It's me." - I said in between my cryings.

"Babe, it's been 3 hours. You've been crying and saying the same thing." - Namjoon said, pulling me into a hug again. My heart is broken. Knowing I am the problem. The chances is very low for me to get pregnant but never possible. But it hurts me so bad.

"We can still try. It doesn't say you can't get pregnant, baby." - Namjoon said softly, while caressing my back. I break the hug, wiping my tears and sigh.

"I'm sorry, babe." - I said. Namjoon made me look at him.

"Don't be sorry. Nothing to be sorry." - he said, giving me a soft smile. He kiss my lips and hug me again.

"My baby..." - I heard Namjoon said softly while hugging me. He breaks the hug again, looking at me.

"I got an idea. But if you agree, we can go ahead." - he said. I look at him, nodding.

"Let's just try again. For the whole month. And if it is still negative, I guess we can adopt?" - Namjoon suggested.

"Whole month? 30 days straight??"

"No babe. We're going to be so freaking tired." - he said.

"In a week, 4-5 times? I asked my staff about this and they say we gotta be active." - he said. I wipe my tears and nod.

"We can try for sure." - I said. He smiles.

"Wanna start tonight or tomorrow?" - he asked. I laugh.

"Tomorrow. I am really tired after the cryings." - i said. Namjoon laughs and nod.

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Naw 😭 Ji Hye's chances to get pregnant is very low. But, will she ever get pregnant? Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ but, hey Wang Jackson, welcome! He's going to be a little helpful in the next few chapters so, look out for that 😉

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