Kabanata 73
Grand Ball Aftermath
March 25 2021
That night, hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa alak o kung ano kaya naman nagawa ko kay Seline ang isang bagay na hindi kasama sa plano. Pero alam kong wala ako sa sarili niyon, gayunpaman hindi ko rin naman pinigilan ang sarili ko kahit kaya ko. All in all, may kontrol pa rin ako pero mas pinili ko iyon.
Naunang nakatulog si Seline matapos ang nangyari sa amin. Habang ako ay ni hindi dinalaw ng antok ngunit kalmado na ang sarili. So, I decided to just stare at her. Memorizing every part of her face, inch of her body and soul. Wishing she won't get mad at me for leaving tomorrow.
If somebody were to ask me if I regret what we did when I was only partially conscious earlier tonight, I would simply reply, "No."
With that I couldn't help but to touched her face down to her soft lips.
Without a doubt, I will miss her terribly. I became increasingly miserable as I considered my impending departure. However, I have to travel to Cambridge, Massachusetts, to accept a scholarship from Harvard University that is being offered to me. Nagsisimula pa lang ang lahat, kahit gusto kong huwag siyang iwan matapos ang nangyari sa amin ay wala akong magagawa. Ayoko naman siyang gisingin dahil alam kong pagod siya.
Seline and I will undoubtedly have a wonderful future if I accept it, even if it will take a long time. I didn't bring her to bed with me today so that I could leave right after. Despite the fact that I am only 18 years old, I take everything seriously. I am not a careless person.
"I want us to have a better future Theia, that's why I'm leaving. Please don't be mad." Muli akong bumuntong hininga. "I love you, I'll be back."
Aalis ako nang hindi nagpapaalam sa kaniya. Kasi ayoko ko ring marinig ang sasabihin niya after what happen between us. Ayokong makita at marinig ang pagsisinungaling niya. Ayokong makitang hindi na naman niya paniwalaan ang sinasabi ko. Babalik rin naman ako at pagbalik ko I will court her or I can marry her in instant if she wants.
I fly to the United States with those thoughts, not considering how Seline would feel or what might happen to her. I returned a bit later than expected after a few months because there was still a problem. Additionally, I kept it a secret from others because I was preoccupied with my exam preparation.
Proposal
August 22 2021
"Arem what are you doing, tangina!" iritadong bulyaw ko. Kadarating ko lang sa Pilipinas subalit mas pinili kong asikasuhin talaga ito.
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