Feelings Vs. Thoughts

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Wooyoung was happy for Yeosang and Seonghwa's random visit in the morning since he couldn't bring himself to talk without wanting to cry. He clung closer to San smiling when the other laughed as Seonghwa and Yeosang explained how they had to chase Hongjoong down on the subway that morning since he had forgotten his PowerPoint slides.

Wooyoung wanted to say that Seonghwa could have just used his powers but then again- he didn't want to in case he offended him.

"And then Yeosang pushed Hongjoong onto the subway before the doors closed." Seonghwa said, with a small chuckle even though it was a stressful situation.

"He almost got crushed by the doors. I felt so bad." Yeosang said, his smile falling as he looked at Wooyoung. San didn't look any better even though he was trying his best to act fine for Wooyoung's sake.

"I didn't. I was hoping for it." Seonghwa said, Yeosang pushing him gently as they smiled at each other.

"San mind if I borrow Wooyoung for the day?" Yeosang asked, San and Wooyoung both looking at him.

"Wooyoung would you mind if I borrow San for the day too?" Seonghwa asked, as San and Wooyoung both looked at him instead.

Neither San or Wooyoung wanted to leave each other, San still wanting to ask Wooyoung about why he was crying last night and why he was avoiding him but holding on to him. He was about to say maybe later but Wooyoung let go of his arm hesitantly and got up when Yeosang walked over to take his hand and help him up. 

Wooyoung leaned on Yeosang not saying anything as Seonghwa looked at San whose eyes turned blue again before he blinked it away. Wooyoung went to change walking back into the living room and straight to San as he grabbed his hand.

"I'll be back for lunch." Wooyoung said quietly, kissing the top of San's head and giving him a hug. He didn't let go of his hand until Yeosang had his car keys.

"Same here hyung." Yeosang said, giving Seonghwa a surprise back hug since he looked like he wanted one too, completely oblivious to the way Seonghwa's cheeks heat up. He thought they would be akward after the soccer game but nothing had changed between them. 

Wooyoung kissed San one more time before linking arms with Yeosang and leaning against him again as if he didn't even have the energy to walk.

"Bye." Wooyoung and Yeosang said both at the same time, Seonghwa and San saying the same thing. 

"Why did you need to borrow me for the day?" Wooyoung asked, as they walked out of the apartment. 

"You seemed to have a lot on your mind." Yeosang said. Oh was the only thing Wooyoung said as they walked to the elevator. 

"Can we go somewhere nice?" Wooyoung asked, Yeosang looking at him before giving him a small hug. Anywhere that San was was nice but just for a bit... 

"What happened?" Yeosang asked, once they were in the elevator with no one around. Wooyoung ended up crying a little, sniffling before wiping his tears away and trying to keep his breath steady so he wouldn't break down.

"I saw San's nightmares." Wooyoung let out his voice barely above a whisper as he swallowed a sob. How could someone go through that much pain and be alright?

"I won't ask what they were like unless you want to tell me about it." Yeosang said, patting Wooyoung's shoulder gently as Wooyoung nodded, his heart feeling heavy.

There was a part of Yeosang that found the situation odd, a red-flag going off in his head. San looked hurt and was pretending to be okay so he wouldn't have shown Wooyoung one of his nightmares if there was a single chance that Wooyoung would get hurt by it. So it was someone else.

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