Yaelis Dixon upcoming fashion model in Italy. She is very talented at many things. She is looking for new opportunities for herself and her daughter.
Matteo Is the new boss after his brother was murdered by the Russians. The heir of Lucifer is made...
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Yaelis Dixon
For the past two days. My mind has been all over the place and I can't stay in one mindset. Genesis is getting antsy and wants to act out. Sometimes I think I should lock her outside for a few hours. I have no one to watch her while I take the day away from her. The apartment is a mess. I haven't gone grocery shopping and there is no food left only leftovers that probably are about to expire from the past week.
This is why I hate getting involved with people knowing I will get hurt all over again. Usually, when this happens I just pack up and move, but I don't feel like doing that and starting over again when something gets hard.
I am laying in my bed with the bedroom door closed and locked because Genesis keeps screaming. I did everything. I gave her food, so she isn't hungry. I gave her my attention for more than two hours. I played and watched tv with her. I just need some space. I small hands banging on the door hoping I will open the door just for her to crawl into my bed and cry some more.
I want to hold her so badly, but I know she needs to learn how to be independent and I am not always going to be here.
I got up and went to sit by the door. Her cries got louder and louder. I know the neighbors think I am a terrible mother for letting her scream, but if they understood what is going on then they would probably let her scream too.
Not even ten minutes later she was quiet. I know she didn't move from the door because I can hear her small feet walking slightly hitting the door. She was talking to someone. I know she didn't open the door because I basically baby-proof the apartment. She is only two, but she is smart for her age.
I cracked open the door and she was lying on the floor with her Ipad and dried tears and snot on her face. She didn't look at me. A male's voice was talking to her.
Matteo
He is talking to her to calm her down. I closed my door and grabbed my phone off my bed. I looked at the Ring camera and he was standing there. The neighbors must've complained and said the apartment number, so he came to see what is happening. I looked around my room and realized how dirty it was. I know he shouldn't be here and I should not talk to him. I hope he isn't expecting me to open the door. I opened the door and lay next to Genesis, she was calm and silent listening to him. I brushed her hair out of her face which was red like a tomato.
I should hire a maid or something.
" M&M can you come in?" She rubbed my face knowing if I open the door and I will break. I know I shouldn't miss him because he isn't mine and we were never together. I always get attached to someone who seems like a good person to my daughter.
