all grown up

I HATE YOU

Judith's p.o.v
I heard the boom the thump I heard my heart break into pieces never going to get back together Dominik said "we better get back" I just stood there pariliyzed my brother my hero dead I fell to my knees and just sat there stareing into the woods Dominik put his hand on my shoulder I got up and pushed him away I started to walk away and he caught up but we walked in silence we got back everybody was waiting for us some excided some was just there I pushed through them and walked to the house I went to my room and threre was boxes everywhere I kicked them and punched then and threw them and ripped them and then ran out of my room and sat on the stairs I heard sobs it must be my dad and I sat there replaying that sound in my head I heard knocking on my door I got it and it was carol she hugged me I pushed her away and said "don't touch me" then I slammed the door and walked into the garage and looked at my stuff I have stupid thing that I don't need I herad another knock on the door I went and got it I opend the door it was Carl I fell the he disaperad I got up and looked around he was gone Dominik showed up and I got really mad and yelled "your the one who gave him the gun its your fault" and I slammed the door" I walked back to the garage and looked through the boxses I heard footsteps coming down the stairs then the garage door opend and it was my dad he said "what are you doing" I said "looking through my stuff why would you care though" he said "I'm really getting tired of your attitude I know you and Carl we-" I cut him off saying "you don't talk about carl if you were a good dad you wouldn't of left in the the first place he would be here" he said "you know there is a reason I left" I said "oh there is" he said "I wanted you to feel the way me and Carl felt when we lost your mother" I said "that's not my fault that she's gone she's gone because she was a slut" he looked angry and said "it is your fault she said that she wa-" I cut him by walking away he yelled "I'm not done with you yet" I said "I'm done with you and I'm just saying leave me alone" he came up and slapped me I backed away holding my face he said "Judith I'm sorry I didn't know what came over me" I just ran away I ran to the only person that I don't hate the most I knocked on the door and Sylvia opend it she said "did I not mak-" I punched her she fell and I yelled "Dominik" he didn't answer I walked inside and yelled it again I heard a faint sleepy nosie I walked to his room and found him half asleep I walked over and sat on his bed he looked up and said "what are u doing here" I said "I wanted to see someone who I don't hate most of the time" he laughed but I didn't he put his hand on my thigh I said "I need to talk" I got up and pulled him up and we walked to the door but Sylvia was gone but that didn't matter I said "weres sylvia" he looked down he said "she's dead" I stop dead in my tracks he stoped to and said "what's wrong" I couldn't speak I'm out of words he shook me I said "she can't be dead" he said "why not" I said "because when I came here I saw her and I punched her she can't be dead" he grabbed my sholders and said "you need to rest I'll take you home" I stayed were I was and said "I can't go back" Dominik gave me a weird look and said "why not" I took a deep breath and said "he hit me" the look of weirdness was replaced by anger he started walking toward my house I didn't stop him I would love to see him beat the crap out of my dad.