When I Can't Do Anything Else

Particular Feeling

That's when you'll realize that having nothing to think about is nicer, than having something be the focal point in your mind,

It's when you find yourself saying "Please go away," at yourself- at your feelings- and pine over something you couldn't even pinpoint,

It's when you're finally thinking about something you wish you wouldn't think about, and you'd be starting to miss the last hour of not thinking about this particular thought,

It's when you're saying you're overreacting, but in all honesty, you don't have a single clue about what you're feeling right now. But you do know that it's a passing, nonsensical phase that you most agree on going away at this moment,

I wish I'm not feeling this particular, invasive feeling right now, because it's just adding up to my emotional crisis. But I do know this: it will go away, I know it will. I'll let it. I just hope it'll go away faster...

So I'll have a clear mind, and there's nothing to worry about.

//k.u.