My thoughts lay with me,
As the bed creaked under deadly weight;
It never crossed my mind, but it did, when your fingers untwined,
I always knew how this would work, and it dragged me across the floor,
Knew that lies were just little ink stains on your hand, but the growing heaviness is pulling me downward inside,
Judgement was selling demons in my mind, and who could've thought I went and bought a pair,
Nothing was stopping the stirring galaxies, and my only reprieve was the bathroom; to dispose of it,
All these heavy weight in my shoulders, in my mind, in my sad feet, and in my dancing eyes,
Oh, my eyes, like a freak time bomb, a clockwork spinning its hands at XII midnight,
A galaxy inside of me is haphazardly mending;
I really need to regurgitate, or else I'm turning into this lone star,
Where the big bang took everything, leaving me in this black space,
I'm inside a mortar and pestle of my dissonance,
And you're not here, anymore,
My thoughts lay with me,
As the bed creaked under deadly weight;
Blankets and tearstained pillows, heart spilling in sheets of metal and melted iron,
and a goodbye in my inbox,
It's all that in one night
//k.u.
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When I Can't Do Anything Else
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