When I Can't Do Anything Else

Deep Down

Deep down,
My dependence over you have grown,

My waters in my mind have sung along with yours,
And felt the fire in your heart,

I've pretended the shots of your words had not shaken me,
But your waterfall fell down in the wrong way, and you were just a gunshot that spiked throughout my body,

Deep down,
When all the lies just covered up my facade, I've been all messed up by you,

And when you took me higher, I knew, deep down, that you're on a low,
Won't you cover up the lies with a more veiled mask; that this was all just a joke?

Deep down,
I have never dug deeper than this, but you kept me in a cave,
I need to escape in this dark, before I find the explosives,

I kept digging, and let go of rocks that embedded the walls that I've grown accustomed,
And never have I felt hopeless in my life,

I think I let go of everything, honestly,
Because I might be waiting for the moment for everything collapse,
When I'm waiting for the kill,
And I'm still all over you,
'Cause deep down,

I still love you

//k.u.