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<h1>Log 110: Day 110</h1>
I didn't mind the cold shoulders that the mafia gave me ever since Chuuya told me that.
Chayana would even apologize to me while training, she even told me that Shiranui's been telling her to help her apologize.
"I think she started crying," she laughed nervously.
Oda didn't talk a lot about it, but when I asked, he would reply with something like 'Dazai is far beyond our understanding' or 'I don't understand either, perhaps try talking with him.'
Chuuya was the most helpful, though I know he isn't doing it intentionally, but when he rants and rambles about Dazai during training, I couldn't help but feel some of that weight taken off me.
But still.
My chest still felt heavy, no matter what I did, it wouldn't go away.
I was heading back to the intelligence unit, Ango was away again, he's been looking more and more exhausted as the day passes.
As much as I'd like to assist him, I've been bundled up in my own pile of problems.
But the fact that Dazai was able to convince almost the whole mafia...
It just made me wonder how much the others fear him, and why?
I suddenly hear gunshots and screaming.
My eyes widened as I turned around and rushed towards the direction of the scream. It had faded out, along with the gunshots.
I reached a chamber downstairs and I started to slow down when I saw red liquid pooling right below Chayana.
Blood.
She was clutching onto her head and she was lying on the ground as I noticed Shiranui holding onto her, the remains of blood trickling down her forehead.
'Seeing from the location of the blood spill, it must've been a headshot, Shiranui must've had her ability activated on her to heal her before she could die.'
"What's going on?" I asked moving towards the blonde when I suddenly saw guns pointed at me from other mafiosos.
"Step back and resume to your activities, this does not concern you."
"My friend got shot, how does this not concern me?" I questioned.
"Right, right, lower your weapons, she's not an animal."
I whipped around to see a face I haven't seen in a while, I sighed tiredly, "thank you, I suppose..."
"Though, you shouldn't be using the term 'friend'."
"Oh, so now you're getting to tell me what I can't and can do?" I looked over at him with a deadpan look.
He didn't smile, he wasn't joking either. I had to remind myself that this wasn't the Dazai I knew before.
It didn't even take several seconds for me to feel that intimidating aura again.
"(Y/N)-chan..." "Chayana-san, lay down!"
I turned to see the brown haired woman forcing herself up, holding onto her bleeding forehead as Shiranui grabs onto her shoulders to try and push her down.
But she looked over at me, even as Shiranui repeatedly scolded her.
"I'm sorry."
She then shoots a glare at Dazai, but she didn't say anything.
I looked back at Dazai to see a gun in his right hand. It was wrong for me to make sudden accusations, but I just felt that...
"Dazai-san... did you shoot her?" I questioned the executive.
No one spoke, if Dazai's aura wasn't terrifying before, it was horrifying now.
"So what if I did?"
That sudden fury started to boil again, slowly rising as I clenched my teeth.
"She didn't do anything wrong..."
He sighs tiredly, "so I'm going to assume you know the situation, where is your evidence that she did follow orders?"
I scolded myself silently.
I was being too nosy, I was prying into things that didn't involve me.
"Dazai-san—"
"Shiranui!"
"You didn't have to shoot her because she apologized for me!" I see the twelve year old yell at the executive as Akutagawa glares down at her for yelling back.
It was quicker than I could process, Dazai had whipped around and I heard three gunshots ring through the air.
The clattering of metal against stone could be heard as dripping quickly followed. I forced myself to look to see three silver dots slowly forming on her face as blood flowed out.
"You're admitting that you apologized through Chayana," Dazai points out.
"... hai."
The air grew tense as the bandaged executive glared down at the girl.
"Disobey my orders one more time, and I'll place five bullets into your head."
"... hai."
I barely understood the situation, but the fact that he wasn't afraid to shoot his subordinates simply because they didn't follow orders...
"You didn't have to do that," I tried to make a point.
Though, this was the mafia, what did I know?
"She was only trying to apologize, why is there even an order about apologies?" I questioned.
"Because they apologized to you."
'So this was all circling back to me...?'
"Akutagawa, state the order," he looks over at the boy who was busy glaring down at the two women.
He looks back at his mentor, composed as ever before speaking.
"Contact with Sakaguchi (Y/N) outside of work is forbidden."
I couldn't help but gawk at the least regarding that order, I turned to face Dazai who was still looking at me.
"What did I do to make you put an order like this?" I continued questioning him, "and how important is that order that you shot down not one, but two of your subordinates?"
I wanted answers, "tell me, Dazai-san."
He continues to keep his facade, looking over at me with one dull brown eye.
No answer.
I gritted my teeth again before heading out, passing him by.
"I regret calling you my friend," I managed to let out.
I continued to head towards the exit but I could hear him speak, right below his breath.
"You're not alone on that."
'I'm not alone on that?'
'So tell me, Dazai-san...'
'Why am I alone again?'
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Because I just finished 3 months of exams, here's a little gift for y'all :P (yes, I will still upload tomorrow, just see this as a bonus 🤩)
And yes, I know I'm writing Dazai to be a major jerk, I swear, there is a reason for this, I am not doing this for no reason/ for drama's sake, it's just not gonna be revealed now (I am a writer, if I did this, I would bash myself in the head with Y/N's arm or smth)
So, I hope y'all enjoy this little bonus. Drink lots of water, eat healthy, hug your parents, rewatch BSD and I'll see y'all tomorrow! Baiiii!!
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Inhuman (Dazai x reader)
FanfictionA former mafia informant agent assistant, currently a member of the Special Division for Unusual Powers, and an android made by Sakaguci Ango to help serve the SDUP, (Y/N) got herself tangled up into the life of Dazai Osamu. How will things turn out...
