Magizhini

Chapter 47

Magizhini's Pov

Now I'm in the beginning of my 4th month of pregnancy...... These days I'm not myself at all.

My days starts with him whispering "good morning Nithya" in my ears.....

I spent the whole day by eating what Nithya likes, he talks about Nithya to my baby... He makes sure to remember me I'm not my baby's mother but Nithya.

Epdi adhu Nithya kozhanda aaga mudiyum..... Enna indha vishayathula romba kastham paduthuraru......

His concern is only for the baby and not me. I fail every time when I try to see a softness in his eyes for me.

He always looks at me like I'm something untouchable.

When I do something I like... He yells at me by calling me "Anadha".

But sometimes he behave extremely different. Even his little touch make me forget everything he did and go behind him like a lost puppy.

Yeii Ennadi kanavu kandudu iruka... Vaa hospital ponum....... He brought me back to the present.

It's my monthly checkup today.....I'm going to the hospital where we got to know I'm Pregnant. The same hospital were Swetha took me to when I fainted.

Polam.... I said.

Oru nimisham.... He said and took me infront of Nithya's photos.

Kadavule venam.... I muttered know what he will do next.

He hugged me from behind.... He placed his hand on my stomach...

Nithya namma baby ku 3 months mudinjudu.... So check up poren... Baby healthy ah irukanum..... I'm missing your presence now......... He said looking at the photo of Nithya.

He came infront of me.

He lowered to the level of my stomach...

Baby seekram indha jenmathukitta irundu appa kitta vandru. Appa unna nalla pathupen....... He said caressing my stomach over my dress.

He looked at me, the softness in his eyes when he talked to the baby faded.

His eyes met my teary eyes.

Chee azhada... Eppo pathalum azhudutu drama potutu...... He yelled.

Vaa.... He said and walked out..

I took a few seconds to recover from the situation. I put my hands on my stomach.

Enkitta irundu seekram poiduviya baby..... Enna unaku pudikada....... I asked my baby.

Unna road la pora dog ku kooda pudikadhu... And stop calling this as your baby. Hospital pora neram Un cheap talks pesi kovam padhuthama vaa...... I heard him saying this standing near the door frame.

I was deeply hurt but yaarkitta poi solluven en pain ah... Sonna purinjupangala terila.

I went with him to hall. I was carrying my report and all the necessary stuffs.

Magizh poitu vandu baby epdi iruku un health epdi irukunu sollu appo thaan unaku suit aagura food panna mudiyum....... Vaanathi maa said.

Sari maa time aachu kezhamburom..... Inder said and we got in the car.

We made our way towards the hospital. I was blankly staring at the road... Manasuku avlo kasthama iruku.... Sathama azhanum pola iruku ana Inder munnadi naa weak nu kaata virumbala.

Yerangu..... He said. That's when I noticed that we have reached the hospital.

I slowly got out of the car carrying my things.