JOE (Joe Sugg Fanfic)

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listen to: stay- rihanna ft. mikky ekko

heart hope- oh wonder

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"That's the problem, don't think about it," Eric smirked.

"Eric, I can't do this," I shook my head.

"Minx..."

"No, it's not fair on Nora and it's not fair on Joe, let alone your child! I don't think you should be here, you should probably leave," I said quietly.

"Fine," Eric nodded, running his hand through his short hair.

"I want to say, 'I'm sorry,' but I can't. We should both feel bad."

"I know," Eric huffed as he got up from the sofa.

As Eric left in silence, I let out a huge breath I didn't know I was holding in. I feel so guilty and to be honest, I don't know what came over me. Now I'm faced with the decision of whether or not I should tell Joe.

I am so angry at myself. I changed into some sweats and crawled into bed, trying not to cry from guilt.

"Hey! Want to join Caspar and I for dinner?" My phone buzzed from Joe.

"Not tonight. Sorry, x," I quickly typed back and sent.

"Can I come around afterwards? I want to see you."

"Okay."

I still haven't decided on whether or not to tell Joe. I feel like I owe it to him, but I don't want him to be angry at me, although I would completely understand, and it's almost inevitable.

"What have I done?!" I groaned to myself.

I got up and made myself a snack and sat on the sofa in my sweats as I slowly ate and watched the television. A couple hours later, Joe knocked on my door before coming in.

"Hi Minxie," Joe smiled, "I brought you some food."

"Thanks," I said quietly.

"Baby, are you okay?" Joe asked as he slipped off his shoes.

"Joe," I said quietly, clearing my throat so I don't start crying.

"Minx! What's wrong?!"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have and I really don't want to lose you. I love you so much," I said, starting to cry.

"What happened?"

"Okay, okay. Just please," I said.

Joe sat down on the sofa next to me and held my hands.

"Minxie, tell me."

"Eric and I kissed," I shook my head, letting the tears fall.

"What?"

"Joe... I'm sorry."

"You and Eric? Nora's boyfriend?"

I nodded.

"F.uck. Minx, really?" Joe asked.

"Joe, I'm so sorry. I obviously wasn't thinking, it meant nothing. I just felt so bad and I needed to tell you."

"Did he kiss you first?"

"Well, yeah, but I didn't stop him," I said, looking down.

"I'm going to f.ucking pound his face in!" Joe yelled, getting up from the sofa.

"Joe, please! He's going to be a father, you can't hurt him," I cried.

"All the more reason. He should f.ucking know better!"