The Omega [English]

35. Axelle

35. Axelle

I had been thinking the whole day. I was worried about Logan. What if Luca was stronger than he thought? What if he cheated? Nobody would be there to protect him. And I wasn't strong enough to help him. My head was lying on his chest and he petted my hair. I had get to know him better in this one day than in the previous few weeks. He had told me about his family and stories from when he was a child. Secretly, I needed to admit that I had fall in love with little Logan. With the things he did when he was a child.

I sat up and looked at his face. His eyes met mine. He sat up also and said: " You are worried about something. I can see it in your eyes. You can tell me what's wrong " I doubted if I needed to tell him what bothered me. " I'm scared " I admitted. " I'm scared that something bad is going to happen " He wrapped his arms around me and pushed me against his chest. " I will do everything I can to win the battle "

I looked up at him. My hand touched his cheek. I didn't understand why I was afraid of Logan in the beginning. Logan would do everything for me. That was clear now. Slowly, we were falling in love with each other. Feelings of fear were still inside my heart. Fear of losing him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pushed myself closer against him. " I ... I don't want to lose you " I whispered. " You aren't going to lose me " He whispered back. I leant back so we could look at each other.

This was my life. I had chosen Logan and I knew I wasn't going to regret my decision. I pressed my lips against his. He answered immediately. What else had I expected? I pressed myself closer against him again. Now, I had accepted him and my walls were breaking down, it was like I felt the mate bond for the first time. I felt sparks and butterflies in my stomach. My thoughts were turned off. My hand went through his hair and he did the same with mine.

We kept kissing for a few minutes, before he stopped and looked at me. Our foreheads touched each other. " I love you " I said softly. Finally, I had said it to him. A smile appeared on his face. I saw also surprise in his eyes. " I love you too " He said, before he kissed me again.

It was a short kiss. I made a disappointed noise, before I hide my face in his chest. I felt my cheeks getting red. A laugh was the only reaction I got. " I can't believe you are in love with me " I whispered after some time. I said it more to myself, so I hoped he hadn't heard me. " Believe me. I've never loved anymore as much as you " His eyes looked into mine. I saw a some fear in them, or was it guilt? I couldn't decide which one it was. " I don't deserve your love " He said without warning. He turned his head away from me. Panic went through me, but I repeated in my thoughts that I needed to calm down. " Of course you do " I grabbed his head and turned it towards me. " I trust you. I know you made mistakes in the past, but I know, deep inside, that you never wanted to hurt me " I said to him. " Prove to me that I can trust you " The words left my mouth without thinking. I saw surprise in his eyes. I didn't understand myself why I said it. What did I mean with that sentence? It was a mystery for myself. Maybe, I wanted to test how good Logan knew me. To see my own boundaries. " Prove it to me " 

A/N: I hope you like the chapter :) The next one will be very soon, because I have already re-written the dutch one. Don't hesitate to tell me if I made any mistakes :)

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