The Omega [English]

62. Axelle

62.Axelle

The water of the shower was the only thing, you could hear in the room. It was already past noon and we weren't planning on doing something today, expect showering. I had pulled the blanket over my head and tried to sleep. I hadn't slept much this night. So I was happy with the few extra minutes that I got. I frightened because of the bathroom door that was closed. " Logan " I mumbled irritated, while he was laughing. " I think, someone has a morning grumpiness " I turned around, so I could look at him, and made sure that only my eyes were visible. My face would stay as red as a tomato for the whole day. I was sure about that. Images of this night kept floating in my mind. And the fact that Logan wasn't wearing a lot of closed, didn't help either.

I didn't know why I was once so shy. Tonight, Logan had proved that he really loved me. He made sure that nothing happened that I didn't like. Even though, I don't think that there's something that I don't like. Logan laid down next to me. He put his arms around me and he pulled me closer. " It's a shame that we can't lay here for the rest of our lives " He whispered in my ear. The idea didn't sound so bad, but we had more important things to do. Like running a pack.

" You're sure, that you don't regret anything of last night? " He asked suddenly. He sounded a little scared of my answer. I sat more upright, so I could look at his face. " Why would I regret anything? " I asked him. I didn't regret anything. I just regretted that we had waited this long. " I don't know. I'm asking you " He said. I chuckled and kissed his lips. " I don't regret anything " I said and put my head back on his chest.

" I just think that you aren't ready for some things. And after last night ... " He didn't finish his sentence, because I put my finger on his lips. Of course I knew what he was talking about. The chance that we were becoming parents in the next couple of months, was big. I had already prepared myself a little bit on that idea. Now, we had done the last step of our mating process, children would be the unavoidable result. My hand went to my belly when I was thinking about it. Would ... Would it already be that far? I started to panic a little bit. Was I really ready for it? Because, once there was a child, we couldn't be doubting.

Logan saw the panic on my face. He grabbed it and gave me a kiss. " Everything will be fine, Axelle. We're just going to wait and we're not going to come to conclusions this realy. And if it's so , then we will work together. " The panic left my body because of his words. He seemed so calm. But it was different for him. He would be a fantastic dad.

We stayed in bed for another hour. Some cuddling and enjoying each other company. We didn't need anything else on that moment. It was only when Logan got a phone call, that we got out of bed. Logan went downstairs, while I showered. He was still on the phone, when I went downstairs. I went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast, even though it was already past noon. I started eating, while Logan grabbed a sandwich from my plate and took a bite. I didn't understand anything of the phone call. Something happened in the pack, but I didn't know what. I also didn't want to know. We were on a holiday, and Oliver and Jack needed to watch the pack.

" What are our plans for today? " He asked me, when he finally sat down in front of me. His phone was next to his plate on the table. " You know the environment better than me. You can suggest something " He leaned backwards in his chair and looked at me. " There's a lake in the neighbourhood. We can go to that lake. " Thoughts of the lake from a couple of weeks ago where back in my mind. When Logan and I were hiding in the forest for Luca. Those were old memories. It was the first moment when I saw a future with Logan, even though the future was still uncertain on that moment.

" Hurry " I couldn't wait to do something. I wanted to see the nature. Hearing the birds. Seeing the fish. I wanted to enjoy the silence, because we wouldn't have it in the pack. Logan had already put a few things in my agenda. I even got my own desk! I couldn't wait to start my task as a Luna. I wanted to proof that I could handle that position.

" I'm coming. Slow down. The lake isn't going to run away " He laughed. He took the last bite of his sandwich, while I was already waiting with our stuff. Luckily, someone had told me to bring some swimming clothes. ' You never know ' they had said. I had already enough time to change. I was already waiting that long for Logan to be ready.

Logan put on his swimming short behind a tree, while I put our stuff by the lake. I grabbed two towels and laid them on the grass. Logan came towards me and grabbed my by my middle. " Why did it take so long for me to see you in your swimsuit? " He chuckled in my ear. The swimsuit that I was wearing, wasn't that special. It just covered a lot of my body. " I don't know. Maybe you should have brought me sooner to this place " I teased him, before running away. Mostly because of my red cheeks. Would there be a day when I got comfortable with talking about ... you know? I hadn't got problems this night, but it seemed like my body was shy again. Because we knew what we were capable of and how much Logan loved me.

My feet stepped in the water. Logan followed me. His arms went around my middle and he held me like that. He kissed my neck, on my mark. I felt the sparks going through my body. Luckily, he was holding me. I would have fell otherwise. Of course, Logan noticed it. He laughed and kissed me again, this time on another place in my neck." I love the way you react to my touch " I sighed as answer. Hold me like this forever, I thoughts. Just let us stand her. In each other arms. Without worries.

" I love you " I said to him. I think, it was the first time in our relationship that I said it first. Normally, Logan would say a hundred times a day how much he loved me. I knew that I made him happy by saying it first. His answer didn't take long. " I love you too, my sweet Axelle. " 

A/N: I'm sorry that this chapter took so long. I was ill the last 2 weeks and I'm still not really 100%, but I hope to place the next chapter next week :)

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