Beowulf (BoyxBoy, Werewolf)(Book 1) COMPLETED

Chapter 41

**A/N: Uh oh, Beowulf... naughty naughty boy. ;D COMMENT what you think when Beowulf does something naughty in this chapter!! DO EEEETTTTTTTT! Please?**

**A/N: There are two Author's Notes in this one because I just couldn't help myself. HAHA, man I crack myself up. :D**

**Beowulf**

Meeting Newbie's wolf had to have been the biggest shock of my life. At first during his whole speech all I could think was that maybe he had too many brownies and was on a sugar high. But then he told me he loved me and everything else went right over my head, in one ear and out the other. All I could focus on was his mouth saying 'I love you'.

I didn't want to believe him at first, who would? I didn't want to say he was crazy and off his rocker though because I really do like Ridge and that would have been just flat out rude of me. But something inside me kept me calm throughout the whole thing, something told me to give him a chance, to believe him before I called him crazy and went home.

I knew I wasn't going to break up with him even if he was crazy and off his rocker, I couldn't do that when he is actually my first relationship that I enjoy. Not that I've had many, I've only been with my Ex angel who I definitely did not enjoy dating. I like Ridge, maybe I could possibly be in love with him who knows, but I knew that it was my job to stay with him and keep him safe if he really was crazy. It's like when your parents get to old and have to wear diapers again and they ask you to change them and no matter how much you hate it, no matter how much it disgusts you, you do it because you love them and you want to help them. That's how it would be with Ridge. I would take care of him if he was crazy and needed to take medication and make sure he didn't hurt himself or anyone else.

I was curious as to what he would do when I told him to show me his wolf, he just seemed so sure of himself and I was still reeling from him admitting he loved me to really care. But then I heard the sharp crunch of bone and I swear my heart stopped in fear that he hurt himself. Then the next thing I know the biggest fucking wolf I had ever seen was there nudging me in the arm.

I won't lie when I say it scared the shit out of me. A big fucking wolf was standing centimeters away from me! A wolf touched me! I was startled to I took a step back as I assessed the situation.

I thought maybe it wasn't my boyfriend but an actual giant fucking wolf, maybe the wolf had gotten him and that was the horrifying bone crushing sound I heard. But then I looked into his eyes. Those deep brown eyes with little flecks of lighter brown that litter his left eye while the right eye has a light brown ring around the pupil. Those brown eyes that I fell in love with and have gotten lost in countless times before. I knew it was my boyfriend, my Newbie, my Ridge, after I looked into his eyes.

After I took a moment to calm down I noticed the pain in his eyes. Those pain filled eyes snapped me out of any denial that I had and I finally took in the rest of him. He looked just like any other wolf, only his size was massively larger. When standing on all fours his head reached my chest which is a big feat in itself since I am fucking 6 foot. His fur was a light brown that reminded me so much of cocoa or shaved milk chocolate, he had little patches of darker brown thrown in and his tail, oh god his tail. I couldn't help but stare in awe at his tail. I never knew a tail could look so gorgeous or sexy.

I had to run my fingers through his fur to check if it was as soft as it looked. I don't think I have ever felt anything so soft in my life! I have felt rabbit fur and it is pretty fucking soft, but Ridge's fur, his fur was softer than rabbit fur. Which is also why I couldn't help touching his tail. His tail was long and fluffy and I almost had a moment where I shouted out 'It's so fluffy!' like off of that movie Despicable Me. His tail has to be my favorite part of him, like for real, it was so fucking soft and fluffy, and I couldn't help but think it was sexy on him.