Give me love ( a yuzuru hanyu fanfic) UNDER MAJOR EDITING

The start of NHK

A/N: Hey guys, so I feel bad for not posting as much and as often as I used to. I'm currently stuck in exam season so I'm trying to update as much as I possibly can. Sorry guys😊💕

Time: NHK Trophy November 25-27, 2016

Sapporo, Japan

It was time yet again for another competition and the boys and I were making our way through the airport for what felt like the millionth time

"Charlie-chan, I love you" Yuzu tells me as we're hand in hand walking behind Coach and Javi

Ever since we got together, Yuzu has made it his goal to tell me he loves me as many times as he can a day and honestly I'm not complaining

"I love you too Yuzu-kun" I say giving him a light kiss on the cheek

From the corner of my eyes, I can see Javi whip his phone out and snap a picture behind him. Probably of the two of us

"I see you Javi!" I call

"Just let me let my ship sail on Charlie" Javi calls back

"Are seats still available on said ship, Javi?" Coach inquires

Oh god, not Coach too

"Coach Brian!" Yuzu whines

"Hey don't blame me, blame your captain" Coach jokes back

The four of us head to the baggage check in and I'm already dreading the line up. From where I stand, I can see the line up from wrap around the perimeter of the airport. Crying babies and bratty children can be heard around the room, while annoyed parents are shouting their lungs out

"God, I hate the airport" I mumble

"Don't worry Charlie-san, we can pass the time somehow. How about a continuation of our marathon?" he asks

Oh boy, am I glad I got this boy addicted to The Walking Dead

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"NO GLENN CAN'T DIE, MAGGIE NEEDS HIM! THE GROUP CAN'T SEPARATE" Yuzu exclaims loudly

Surprisingly we got through the line in about 2 hours, which is fast considering how long it is. Yuzu and I just finished watching the mid-season final for season four and he's currently freaking out about the state of the characters, making people in the waiting area look at us strangely

"Oh thank god this is Netflix. Play the next episode!" He says shaking my arm lightly

"Ok, ok I'm on it!", I say in defeat, "I never knew you would be such a fanboy", I laugh

Right as I'm about to hit play, an announcement for our flight sounds throughout the airport

"Passengers for Flight 34, Sapporo Japan, at 8:20 p.m please line up at gate C"

And that's when the four of us get up and make our move towards gate C

"Charlie-chan, I asked Coach the other day if we could make a quick day trip to Sendai after NHK. I wanted you to meet my family, like Saya and my dad...are you alright with that?" Yuzu asks while we wait for the people in front of us to board

Meeting his family?

What if they don't like me?

My own family didn't even like me

What if they think I'm a screw up?

What if they realize I'm not good enough for their son?

I've met Mrs.Hanyu that one time, but did I make a good impression on her?

Did she think I was weird?

Probably

Everyone does

Don't they?

Uh oh

I feel a panic attack coming on

This can't be good

"Charlie-chan, are you alright?" Yuzu asks in a panic

All I can do is nod my head even though my lungs feel like they're going to collapse and fall out

"Charlie-chan, you don't have to if you don't want to" He say pulling me into a hug and cradling me in his arms

I want to

I really do

But I'm not good with meeting new people and I tend to make a fool of myself

I just don't want his parents to disprove of me

"I-I-I want to meet them, but I'm afraid that I-" I try to make out but my chest feels heavy and can't breath

Why can't I do anything right?

I feel like now that I'm Yuzu's girlfriend I have to prove to him that I deserve the title of being his girlfriend

If I do something wrong, I could lose him and the friendship we had before these feelings

I can't lose him

I can't lose the person who built me from nothing

"Charlie-chan, you don't have to if you don't want to. I would never force you to anything you don't want to. I love you too much to hurt you" he says rubbing my back

Now he must think I'm a freak

I think I'm a freak

Why can't I ever get a grip on my emotions?

Why do I let my thoughts control me?

"Yuzu, Charlie, can you two move up please?" Coach asks from behind us

When I glance over at him, he shoots me a sad look that tells me he'll ask about it later

We move up and hand our boarding passes and passports to the lady and then walk through the tunnel that leads to the plane

Too many thoughts rush through my brain as we move to take our seats on the plane, Coach and Javi following closely behind

He's gonna break up with me isn't he?

He hates me now

He deserves someone better than me

While the rest of the passengers board the plane, the two of us sit in silence. He's mad isn't he? I'm too afraid to ask because I'm too scared he'll snap at me

What do I do?

Once the plane was fully boarded, flight attendances went over safety procedures and we finally took off

This means I can plug in me earbuds right?

Maybe I should leave him alone...