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Stars POV ;

'Now welcoming to the stage star butterfly.'

Ok I may have just hit crazy . I'm doing shows for myself like a kid . Oh well .

'Thankyou me , by the way you are looking super cute today.'

'Why Thankyou me , I love your dress.'

'Thankyou.'

Yep crazy .

'So today I'm just gonna be talking about how I feel . About everything .'

I could imagen in my head me saying this to everyone I loved .

' I feel like no one gets me . I know I talk about this a lot and I know it get boring but I have to bring it up . If you don't people will forget . I'm NOT preppy I'm NOT happy , I'm scared , venerable , I'm love and now I'm just a girl who looks like she had jumped in a pile of blades . My parents can't do anything and neathir can my friends , I'm being forced like this but the feeling are beckoning more neutral and how I felt ages ago.'

All three talking I felt like I was talking to a therapist , not my imaginary self. I probably needed it though , it felt good.

Anyway as you can imagen I was really bored , like readdy to actually go extra Credit work , WE DONT EVEN HAVE THAT IN SCHOOL YET !
God I'm bored .

As I flip loads of pillows I find the $20 . I remeber when I first spoke to myself , I told my self to treat me .
And I guess that would give me something to do .
Pig out and I could by a portable dvd things , you know they look like a laptop , around about $12.88 .

Jannas POV :

'COME ON TOM I DONT HAVE ALL DAY !'

'Janna , it's almost 8:00pm , I don't think she will be at stop and slurp.'

'Yea But they are having a sale she wouldn't miss it.'

'I guess , she does live there.'

'that's also not why I'm going . Last time she was there she ended up in hospital.'

'Oh yea , that was so scary.'

'I know . And what if that has happend now?'

'LETS GO JANNA.'

'Don't Let marco know where we are going.'

'Janna I don't think he will care , he is with burrito watching old vids of star.'

'God he says he wants to help but there he is , not helping.'

'Give him a brake he has been through a lot.'

*at stop and slurp*

'Ok no ambulances.'
Tom says happily

'Not the time , come on.'

As we walked in we went strait to the natcho area.

'That will be $20.48'

'Ugh I don't have the 48¢.'

I would recozize that voice anywhere . Star.

'Tom come on.'

We sneak over to her . Planning to scare her.

'BOO.'

'AAAAHHHH. Janna?'

'STAR !'

Tom runs and hugs her

'W-what are you doing here ? You should really leave me alone !'

'Star we know.'

'I know you know . Plz leave me alone.'

'NO !'

'Janna and tom if you don't leave you will be in trouble .'

'Well I can't just let you leave , Jackie is killing you.'

'I know but no risking . I'm not having you in trouble , if this happened to you I would do what u tell me , even if you told me to leave ,
Plz just leave.'

'Are you sure ?'

'Yes.'

'Well , let me give you this (candy) and Marco misses you.'

We hugg her good bye , tears by all.

'B-bye janna t-tom.'

'Bye star.'
We sat in unison