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30.|Naomi

February 20th 2016

I was sitting in our room looking at the walls, listening to the T.V, un-interested. I looked to my right seeing Sehun still asleep. He was all cuddled up with his pink teddy bear, Pinkeu Pinkeu. Aish. An absolute baby.

I felt so bad for him for the past 2 days. He's been by my side the whole time, being patient with me, being so cheerful, when I know he's tired and moody behind that smile. It sadden me.

I ran my fingers through his soft, fluffy hair. "Your so precious." I whispered.

Suddenly I felt emotional. I wanted to cry for some reason. I quickly got out of bed and ran downstairs to our living room.

Tears suddenly fell from my eyes. My hands balled up into a fist. I was so upset about something. But I couldn't figure out why.

"Mi?" I heard Sehun's sleepy tired voice, and his footsteps dragging down the stairs.

I quickly turned m body away from him and used the back of my hand to wipe away my tears.

"Hey hey! Naomi! What's wrong.?" He asked in concern. I shook my head. "I'm fine. Don't worry."

But he didn't believe me. My voice was shaky and different.

"No. I know you. Look at me Naomi." I signed and turned around. His hand cupped my cheeks and raised my head up. 

His face expression changed. 

"Mi-ah. Tell me what's happening." He asked in a stern tone. And thats when I hit me. He's the reason why.

"No. I'm fine. My eyes are just watery from being sick." I explained. But he still didn't believe me. "Tell me the truth Naomi. Your my wife. We've been married for almost a year. We spend everyday together. I know you. So don't try to hide anything from me." 

I signed hard. Lifted my face and looked at him in the eyes. "Sehun-ah. I know you know me well. But I'm serious. I'm fine. Believe me." I said to him, then standing up and going to the kitchen. 

"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked, changing the topic. Sehun stood up and headed into the kitchen as well. 

I suddenly felt a pair of strong arms wrap tightly around my waist, pulling me closer.

"I'll have anything your having." He whispered against my neck, then immediately letting go.

My cheeks flushed a rosie red. 

Once he was upstairs, I was in my own thoughts.

I was crying because of him. 

I love him.. I love Sehun. He was never my boyfriend, but I love him. He was there for me when I needed him, he understands and adapts to things and habits I do. He has done so much for me, while I barely did anything for him. For god sakes. He knows when I'm on my damn period. Sehun... he knows all of me.

As for me? Tch. I don't know enough. 

I'm not the perfect person for him, but a second away makes me so lonely. I crave that moment were together. I want it to last forever, no matter how painful something is, as long as it's with him, I'll enjoy it.

I love the nicknames we give each other, I love it when he calls me 'Mi', or 'Wifey'. It flutters my heart in ways I can't or ever understand.

All I wanna know is.. does he love me?

"Naomi. I can't stay for breakfast, the boys want me to help them with something, and I can't say no." He yelled from upstairs, breaking me from my thoughts.