After parting ways with the man I knew right away that I had to find the registration areas. As I walked around the huge town I watched as people passed me, bumped into me, and crowd in open shop areas. I wasn't used to stuff like this, I felt my anxiety build as I watch people casually make their way to their destinations.
"Hey!" Someone shouted, the person looked strangely like Isabel. It wasn't her because the voice was too high pitch. I turned to the person, and looked up to them as the person was taller then I am.
I sighed slightly, and smiled politely, "Hi."
"Are you going to the registration?" She asked. I was slightly bewildered. Why did she just ask me that? Isn't that more of a personal question? I could sense the slight awkwardness between us, then realizing that was because of me not answering.
"Yeah. I am going. Why?" I sounded as if I didn't want to be bothered. (Which is sort of true),
"Cool! I saw where is was but then realized there are more carriages but I didn't want to go with random people so I looked from someone, and tried to quickly make friends with! It looks like you are the victim of today's act!" She giggled. I nodded and followed her to the tent. I walked in front of the two soldiers they handed me papers, and I quickly filled them out. I handed it back, and I was told to wait for the next carriage, and so I did. I listened to Clair blabbed my ear off about what life was like back in her distract. I listened responding with the correct responses when she then asked me about my life.
"Well..." The carriage! It saved my life! We gathered our stuff, and entered the carriage, as well as two others. Clair and I sat next to each other, the two of us talking about our lives and what we plan to do.
"Speaking of which," She said, "What part of the military do you all want to join?" Clair asked everyone in the carriage. It was directed to ALL of us. I looked over to the other two, observing their characteristics, and features. That's when it hit me. 'Oh my goodness they are GUYS there were men in the SAME carriage as us! AND we were talking about private things. I instantly became flustered, and tried to focus my mind on what everyone what Clair's question was about. They either responded Military Police, or The Garrison Regiment. My mind must have blown up because I said the most STUPIDEST thing ever.
"(Y/N)?" Clair called out.
"Oh? Yeah? Me? I want to join the Survey Corps." I listened as everyone in the carriage gasped. Then I knew my mistake. Even more embarrassed now I corrected my mistake, "I-I mean! I want to join the MP!" Everyone laughed, and joke. It wasn't bad, but I still felt very embarrassed. Oh well this is only one day of my life, but Ill switch over.
"I was going to say! Aren't you related to Nile?" One of the boys commented.
"Yeah! I am actually, he's my father."
"What!? Didn't you go missing years ago!? Everyone heard about it! Even thought he didn't share much about his family. As soon you and your sister went missing people literally SHIT their pants. " Clair was beyond shocked. Everyone was.
"Why haven't you gone back?" She asked.
"Uh." I sighed, "Well, when my sister and I were kidnapped we were brought to a nasty, horrible place in the underground. When we were there my sister died, and I was saved by these people who are big criminals in the underground. But due to me being in the underground I couldn't go up without paying and so I stayed with them for a while. One day, when they were out they didn't return. Then a random ass pregnant woman. The fucking thing tried to kill me for the money I collected over the year. I ended up getting stabbed and she pranced her mary ass out of the house. Thankfully she didn't take the money, but she left me there bleeding half to death. I 'healed' myself and continued on as best as I could. Later, I finally got enough money and went up. As I was venturing my way up I tripped and fell, and reopened my wound. I was brought to a infermary and rested there fot a while." I continued my silly old story, and told them about my encountors with Ryan, and the man with the horses. Finally leading up to here.
"Well, if you have so much money why don't you just go to you parents house?"
"I don't have money. At all, which is why I plan to join the Military Police so I can see my parents again. I know it'll take a few years of training and getting into the top ten might be a very slim chance but if I can see them you can garenteed that I'll be hardcore working my ass off."
"Wow." Clair said.
Everyone was shocked by my story, and honestly so was I. I didn't realize I was crying, and I too my stuff from my basket, and curled up with it in my lap. I hate having people see me cry, and I feel it's been a while since I have cried. Over the past couple of years I grew up to quick. Now I am a 15 year old girl with 12, maybe 13, 14 or 15 year old people with me. They all had their own story, yes, but I'm only assuming they didn't have to grow up so quick like I had to. They got to enjoy the rest of their childhood before making this big decision. Honestly I waned to always be in the milary because I wanted ot be like m parents but after a while of living underground I started to rethink everything. I had to force myself to do this! I knew deep down I didn't want to go through the whole process of training, and becoming the best of the best. If I desided to persue a career of becoming a book writer my parents woul be just as happy. Or If I was a stay at home mom, or I wanted to go into the medical feild. They would be happy! Proud! But this god damn mishap had to come and ruin my plan! Now my parents are suffering, not knowing their kids fates. They don't know if they are alive, hurt, dead, nothing! Its fucking stupid.
"We will be there in about 10 minutes guys!" The carrige Driver calls out. Everyone exept me calls out okay.
"I once wrote a journal." I stated. I figured everyone was assuming I was asleep but I continued my story. "It was about my life, and what it's like to live with parents who are both high ranking in the MP. I always told myself they they would be proud of me if I did what I wanted. And I felt that was right. But now, upon reflection I don't think that is true. In all honesty I think they never really loved me at all. Which brought me to think: Oh I need to be JUST like them! Fight for people! And so that spiralled into this. I mean I never really wanted to join the milatary. But I had to fight my way here. I barely made it out alive through just the few years, and days! How the hell am I going to survive the first test! I'll die! Then, sadly my body will be brought to my parents, and they will be....I hate to say it. Proud? Because I risked my life for the sake of humanity? Will I die in vain? Will they celebrate me being gone and helping the future? Who knows? They do. And thats someting I fear. I bet you that your parents were shocked when you annouced your plans of joining the military. My parents? They were estatic when I told them I wanted to be just like them. I regret that. I want to be me! Not what they want me to be. But now I deal with this. This is my reality." I mumbled.
"We are here!" Clair announced happily. I looked up and got out quitely. I gathered my things and went to the soldiers who were directing the new squad. They welcomed Trainee squad 99 and showed us to our rooms. I ironically roomed with Clair. She and I then went to go socialize. I still stayed quite.
HEYYYYYYY I AM SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FORA COUPLE OF DAYS BUT I MAY UPDATE TOMARROW I AM KIND OF BUSY. Alright no more caps but here you go a nice long chapter to satsify your almost levi x reader needs. I know I am dragging it out, but trust me we will get to him soon! Also I may update tomarrow I am a little busy but nothing much. Also if I don't undate tomarrow please note that it is my birthday but I really wil try my best. Well good night! (Well for me..)
~Cassie :D
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"Please Don't Go."(Levi X reader)
Fanfiction"I may not be okay, I may not be perfect but hear me out, I love you (Y/N). I should have never left you. And then, come to find out all the shit you've gone though. I wish I were there to protect you, and you didn't have to go through those things...
