drugs- m.h

32. loving someone

Kat was wearing a loose silver sparkly dress with spaghetti straps that came to her mid thigh. Her velvet black heels clinked down the street as her and Tammy walked to Alice's house. Tammy was wearing the same thing as Kat but in black with silver heels. They thought they were cute.

Alice opened the door and screamed at the sight of them, she was already a little bit drunk. They had a three way hug before Alice dragged them into the kitchen to get them something to drink.

"We aren't too late are we? What time is it?" Kat asked as Alice rushed to pour her a glass of champagne.

"I think it's just gone ten, you're all good but you gotta catch up!" She passed them the flutes and then refilled herself. Kat only realised then that Alice had to have a decent amount of money to be able to afford all these bottles and the relatively nice house they were stood in.

Kat looked around the party as Tammy and Alice chatted, she was looking for someone she knew. There was also the question on her mind of who she was going to kiss at midnight, maybe George but would Matty get mad? Her and Matty hadn't actually properly talked, just texted, since their argument. That was her plan, to sort everything out with him before it was too late.

"Alice, where's Matty?" She asked, knowing Alice would think nothing of it. Alice looked around and shrugged.

"I think he's in the front room, go and check." She smiled her sickenly innocent smile.

Kat walked into the front room to see all her favourite boys sat on the sofas together. They all noticed her sparkle as soon as she walked in and whistled and howled at her. She giggled and sipped her champagne. Matty looked up from his phone and swallowed hard.

"Hey Matthew, you wanna have a chat?" She raised her eyebrows, he smirked slightly with the knowledge she was no longer mad and stood up. He pushed past her in the door, knowing where to go.

"Hey Kitty, save me a kiss later yeah?" A drunk George shouted as she was about to leave. She just winked at him before following Matty out of the front door.

He got out two cigarettes, almost as an olive branch and handed it to her. She let him light hers before his.

"Look, Kit. I'm sorry, I shouldn't of said those things." He started, she nodded.

"I just don't understand why you said them." She replied, he looked away from her as she took a gulp of her drink.

"I hold you so close to me. I haven't even known you that long and you know things no one knows about me, you are someone I cherish. Seeing you, with George like that and seeing the potential that he might know things about you that I don't or vice verse or that he may cherish you as well sent me into some catastrophic anarchy of jealousy." He rambled, using his big words on her which she never appreciated.

"Well, I don't mean to put salt on the wound but if I'm honest George does know some things about me that you don't but that doesn't mean I cherish you any less. I would tell you those things but I seem to be spending time with him and not you." She shrugged, putting her cigarette into her mouth again. This didn't help Matty, he knew that selfishly he always thought Kat was his. He wondered when this had changed but he knew, he had always known.

"Because of Alice..." he said quietly. Kat snapped her eyes to him and suddenly felt fear.

"No, Matty. It's good that you've found someone and that you want to spend time with her-"

"But I'm losing you." He mumbled, she shook her head but he just nodded his. She wrapped her arms around his body and rested her head on his chest.