TomTord//TordTom Oneshots {Completed!}

♡ Sleep Deprived ♡

♡ Tom ♡ 

I was laying in my bed. Just thinking, for a very long time. I just couldn't get him out of my head, no matter how hard I tried. All I could think about was Tord. I could be thinking of something random, and my mind would somehow always link it to Tord, without fail.

Susan? I always thought about how Tord liked to hear me play her at night. He told me once.

Alcohol? Many of the reasons I drink are because of him.

Tomee Bear? Tord got him for me when we were young.

I couldn't not be thinking about him. 

I flipped over in bed, wrapping the blanket tightly around myself. Tonight was a cold night, but it didn't affect me all that much. I don't think Tord cares about me. It really makes me sad. I think he likes Edd more than me. Gosh.. I sound like a middle schooler, always concerned about who likes who.  

All I could think about was Tord, and the small details of him. His hair is pretty long, and occasionally puts it in a small pony-tail, and it's really cute. His eyes are gray, but they shine. He has small, very faint, freckles. he was almost as tall as Matt, which is pretty tall.

I adore everything about that stupid man. I laid there, tiredness coursing through my body. I probably couldn't move, even if I wanted to. I put my arms behind my head, and started quietly singing a song I knew, that kind of reminded me of my current situation.

"tell me, am i going crazy?
tell me have i lost my mind?
am i just afraid of lovin'?
or am i not the lovin' kind?

kissin' in the moonlight,
movies on a late night in all,
well, i've been there, done that, 
supposed to be hot, but it's just cold.
somebody wake up my heart, 
light me up,
set fire to my soul,
cause i can't do it anymore.

give me that can't sleep love."

I went silent. I thought I heard walking in the hallway. Maybe I was singing too loud, and woke somebody up on accident. Sorry, whoever I woke up. I sat up in bed, eventually turning on my lamp. I stood up, going to my desk. I wanted to draw for a minute. I took out a few sheets of blank paper, and a pencil. I hated using regular pencils, so it was a mechanical pencil. I started sketching, while singing the same song, quieter than before. Before I knew it, I had accidentally sketched Tord. The drawing looked like crap, because I wasn't ever too good at drawing..

I took the drawing and crumpled it up, throwing it into the small trash can next to my bed. I stood up and stretched out my arms, before going back over to my bed, sitting down, and turning off the lamp. As I did this, I heard my door open. I looked up and saw Tord, leaning on my doorway.

"Can't sleep either?" He asked, smiling. I smiled as well, and scooted over, gesturing for him to come sit down next to me. He complied, walking over and taking a seat beside me.

"No matter how hard I try." I said, shrugging. He smiled again, leaning back against the wall. I copied him. We sat there in silence for a few moments. It felt like awkward silence to me, but when I looked to Tord, he had his eyes closed, a stupid grin stuck on his face. I smiled as well.

He opened an eye, and looked at me. My face felt warm, and I pray that he didn't notice.

"You're cute, you know that?" He said, closing his eye again. My blush was most likely very noticeable now. I didn't answer him. I couldn't force words to form.

"I like you." He said. It was as if he didn't have a care in the world. After a moment of pure fluster, before I could finally stutter out an answer.

"Wh-Why me? Y-You could have someone so much better!" I said. I wasn't necessarily rejecting him, I was just making sure he was alright in the head.

"I know." I gave him a slightly offended look. He saw it, and laughed.

"But those people aren't you." He said, smiling widely, and putting an arm around me. My face was so hot, it most likely looked like I had gotten a very bad sunburn. Tord set his head on top of mine.

"D-Do you want to stay in here for tonight?" I asked, quietly. He nodded against my head. 

"You have very nice singing, by the way."